st he took Bessy's hand, for he wanted to say
something to her that he was afraid might vex her, and yet that he
thought he ought to say.
"Bessy!" said he, "when mother went away, you planned to do all things
right at home, and to make us all happy. I know you did. Now may I tell
you how I think you went wrong? Don't be angry, Bessy."
"I think I shall never have spirit enough in me to be angry again," said
Bessy, humbly and sadly.
"So much the better, dear. But don't over-fret about Mary. The doctor
has good hopes of her, if he can get her into the infirmary. Now, I'm
going on to tell you how I think you got wrong after mother left. You
see, Bessy, you wanted to make us all happy your way--as you liked; just
as you are wanting now to nurse Mary in your way, and as you like. Now,
as far as I can make out, those folks who make home the happiest, are
people who try and find out how others think they could be happy, and
then, if it's not wrong, help them on with their wishes as far as they
can. You know, you wanted us all to listen to your book; and very kind
it was in you to think of it; only, you see, one wanted to whittle, and
another wanted to do this or that, and then you were vexed with us all.
I don't say but what I should have been if I had been in your place, and
planned such a deal for others; only lookers-on always see a deal; and I
saw that if you'd done what poor little Mary did next day, we should all
have been far happier. She thought how she could forward us in our
plans, instead of trying to force a plan of her own on us. She got me my
right sort of wood for whittling, and arranged all nicely to get the
little ones off to bed, so as to get the house quiet, if you wanted some
reading, as she thought you did. And that's the way, I notice, some
folks have of making a happy home. Others may mean just as well, but
they don't hit the thing."
"I dare say it's true," said Bessy. "But sometimes you all hang about as
if you did not know what to do. And I thought reading travels would just
please you all."
Jem was touched by Bessy's humble way of speaking, so different from her
usual cheerful, self-confident manner. He answered, "I know you did,
dear. And many a time we should have been glad enough of it, when we had
nothing to do, as you say."
"I had promised mother to try and make you all happy, and this is the
end of it!" said Bessy, beginning to cry afresh.
"But, Bessy! I think you were not thinking
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