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rouble to me. I wish you could give her a few hints about it. Miss Graham is a good musician, but she certainly does not handle the instrument as you do.' 'I shall be very glad to practise with Violet a little,' I said, 'if Miss Graham does not object.' Then Nelly called to me from the balcony outside the windows, and I joined her with a sense of relief at getting out into the still, cool evening air. Captain Gates joined us, and leant against one of the stone pillars enjoying a cigar. We talked and laughed for some time, then as Nelly moved off a little farther to speak to Hugh, who had also come out, Captain Gates turned to me and said, 'You are having rather a hot time of it just now, Miss Thorn, I feel afraid. Why are you so determined in your views? I feel sorry for you, because you have every one against you.' His tone was sympathetic. 'I shall get accustomed to that, I suppose,' I said; but as I looked away to the still hills in the distance, my eyes suddenly filled with tears, and I realized how lonely my position was. 'I can't think why you hold out; you are planning a dreary life for yourself, don't you think so?' 'No,' I said, hastily brushing away my tears, and smiling at his gloomy tone; 'I shall not be a bit dreary; how could I be!' 'I wish you would explain a few things to me, and then perhaps I should understand better. Do you consider us all dreadful sinners here?' 'I judge no one, Captain Gates. It seems to me you must have something to fill your life and interest and occupy you, and if you haven't got what I have, you must have worldly amusements.' 'And what have you got that we have not?' I was silent for a moment, then I said,-- 'Do you ever read your Bible, Captain Gates?' 'Not often.' 'You will find a great deal about the Christian's portion there, if you look; but I suppose the summing up of it all is just Christ Himself. If we have Him we want nothing more.' There was another silence. At length he said meditatively, 'I should like to be enlightened. Will you come for a row on the river to-morrow, and let us thrash the subject out?' 'I don't know,' I said hesitatingly; 'I will see what plans the others have.' And then I stepped back into the drawing-room, leaving him alone there, and wondering if he was really in earnest, or only drawing me out for his amusement. When I went forward to wish General Forsyth 'good-night' that evening, he refused
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