me every
Sunday. That was all!

"He went to college in Paris. Then he came only four times a year, and
every time I was astonished to see how he had changed, to find him taller
without having seen him grow. They stole his childhood from me, his
confidence, and his love which otherwise would not have gone away from
me; they stole my joy in seeing him grow, in seeing him become a little
man.

"I saw him four times a year. Think of it! And at every one of his visits
his body, his eye, his movements, his voice his laugh, were no longer the
same, were no longer mine. All these things change so quickly in a child;
and it is so sad if one is not there to see them change; one no longer
recognizes him.

"One year he came with down on his cheek! He! my son! I was dumfounded
--would you believe it? I hardly dared to kiss him. Was it really
he, my little, little curly head of old, my dear; dear child, whom I had
held in his diapers or my knee, and who had nursed at my breast with his
little greedy lips--was it he, this tall, brown boy, who no longer
knew how to kiss me, who seemed to love me as a matter of duty, who
called me 'mother' for the sake of politeness, and who kissed me on the
forehead, when I felt like crushing him in my arms?

"My husband died. Then my parents, and then my two sisters. When Death
enters a house it seems as if he were hurrying to do his utmost, so as
not to have to return for a long time after that. He spares only one or
two to mourn the others.

"I remained alone. My tall son was then studying law. I was hoping to
live and die near him, and I went to him so that we could live together.
But he had fallen into the ways of young men, and he gave me to
understand that I was in his way. So I left. I was wrong in doing so, but
I suffered too much in feeling myself in his way, I, his mother! And I
came back home.

"I hardly ever saw him again.

"He married. What a joy! At last we should be together for good. I should
have grandchildren. His wife was an Englishwoman, who took a dislike to
me. Why? Perhaps she thought that I loved him too much.

"Again I was obliged to go away. And I was alone. Yes, monsieur.

"Then he went to England, to live with them, with his wife's parents. Do
you understand? They have him--they have my son for themselves. They
have stolen him from me. He writes to me once a month. At first he came
to see me. But now he no longer comes.

"It is now four years since I saw him l