FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   367   368   369   370   371   372   373   374   375   376   377   378   379   380   381   382   383   384   385   386   387   388   389   390   391  
392   393   394   395   396   397   398   399   400   401   402   403   404   405   406   407   408   409   410   411   412   413   414   415   416   >>   >|  
volunteered, looking up from her reading in a peculiarly critical way for her. "Why, he won't ever run races with me when I want him to." "Aw, who wants to run races with you, anyhow?" returned Frank, junior, sourly. "You couldn't run if I did want to run with you." "Couldn't I?" she replied. "I could beat you, all right." "Lillian!" pleaded her mother, with a warning sound in her voice. Cowperwood smiled, and laid his hand affectionately on his son's head. "You'll be all right, Frank," he volunteered, pinching his ear lightly. "Don't worry--just make an effort." The boy did not respond as warmly as he hoped. Later in the evening Mrs. Cowperwood noticed that her husband squeezed his daughter's slim little waist and pulled her curly hair gently. For the moment she was jealous of her daughter. "Going to be the best kind of a girl while I'm away?" he said to her, privately. "Yes, papa," she replied, brightly. "That's right," he returned, and leaned over and kissed her mouth tenderly. "Button Eyes," he said. Mrs. Cowperwood sighed after he had gone. "Everything for the children, nothing for me," she thought, though the children had not got so vastly much either in the past. Cowperwood's attitude toward his mother in this final hour was about as tender and sympathetic as any he could maintain in this world. He understood quite clearly the ramifications of her interests, and how she was suffering for him and all the others concerned. He had not forgotten her sympathetic care of him in his youth; and if he could have done anything to have spared her this unhappy breakdown of her fortunes in her old age, he would have done so. There was no use crying over spilled milk. It was impossible at times for him not to feel intensely in moments of success or failure; but the proper thing to do was to bear up, not to show it, to talk little and go your way with an air not so much of resignation as of self-sufficiency, to whatever was awaiting you. That was his attitude on this morning, and that was what he expected from those around him--almost compelled, in fact, by his own attitude. "Well, mother," he said, genially, at the last moment--he would not let her nor his wife nor his sister come to court, maintaining that it would make not the least difference to him and would only harrow their own feelings uselessly--"I'm going now. Don't worry. Keep up your spirits." He slipped his arm around his mother's waist,
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   367   368   369   370   371   372   373   374   375   376   377   378   379   380   381   382   383   384   385   386   387   388   389   390   391  
392   393   394   395   396   397   398   399   400   401   402   403   404   405   406   407   408   409   410   411   412   413   414   415   416   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

Cowperwood

 

mother

 
attitude
 

children

 

sympathetic

 

moment

 
daughter
 
volunteered
 

returned

 

replied


proper
 
moments
 
impossible
 

failure

 

intensely

 

success

 
critical
 

forgotten

 

concerned

 

interests


suffering

 

crying

 

fortunes

 

spared

 

unhappy

 

breakdown

 

spilled

 

maintaining

 

difference

 

sister


harrow

 

spirits

 

slipped

 

feelings

 

uselessly

 
genially
 
resignation
 

sufficiency

 

reading

 

peculiarly


ramifications
 
awaiting
 

morning

 

compelled

 

expected

 

husband

 
squeezed
 

couldn

 
Couldn
 

noticed