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g she felt calmer. Some queer, submerged struggle seemed to be over. As a matter of fact, her affair was more uncertain than ever. After Albert's kiss, they had had no discussion and very little conversation. He had taken her back to the hotel, and had kissed her again--this time on the warm, submissive mouth she lifted to him. He had said--"I'll come and see you at Ansdore--I've got another week." And she had said--nothing. She did not know if he wanted to marry her, or even if she wanted to marry him. She did not worry about how--or if--she should explain him to Ellen. All her cravings and uncertainties were swallowed up in a great quiet, a strange quiet which was somehow all the turmoil of her being expressed in silence. The next day he was true to his promise, and saw her off--sitting decorously in her first-class carriage "For Ladies Only." "You'll come and see me at Ansdore?" she said, as the moment of departure drew near, and he said nothing about last night's promise. "Do you really want me to come?" "Reckon I do." "I'll come, then." "Which day?" "Say Monday, or Tuesday." "Come on Monday, by this train--and I'll meet you at the station in my trap. I've got a fine stepper." "Right you are. I'll come on Monday. It's kind of you to want me so much." "I do want you." Her warm, glowing face in the frame of the window invited him, and they kissed. Funny, thought Hill to himself, the fuss she had made at first, and she was all over him now.... But women were always like that--wantons by nature and prudes by grace, and it was wonderful what a poor fight grace generally made of it. Joanna, unaware that she had betrayed herself and womankind, leaned back comfortably in the train as it slid out of the station. She was in a happy dream, hardly aware of her surroundings. Mechanically she watched the great stucco amphitheatre of Marlingate glide past the window--then the red throbbing darkness of a tunnel ... and the town was gone, like a bad dream, giving place to the tiny tilted fields and century-old hedges of the south-eastern weald. Then gradually these sloped and lost themselves in marsh--first only a green tongue running into the weald along the bed of the Brede River, then spreading north and south and east and west, from the cliff-line of England's ancient coast to the sand-line of England's coast to-day, from the spires of the monks of Battle to the spires of the monks of Canterbury.
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