are you doing here?" Madame de Ferrier cried out.
"Living, madame," I responded.
"Living? Do you mean you have returned to your old habits?"
"I have returned to the woods, madame."
"You do not intend to stay here?"
"Perhaps."
"You must not do it!"
"What must I do?"
"Come back to the house. You have given us much anxiety."
I liked the word "us" until I remembered it included Count de Chaumont.
"Why did you come out here and hide yourself?"
My conduct appeared contemptible. I looked mutely at her.
"What offended you?"
"Nothing, madame."
"Did you want Doctor Chantry to lame himself hobbling around in search
of you, and the count to send people out in every direction?"
"No, madame."
"What explanation will you make to the count?"
"None, madame." I raised my head. "I may go out in the woods without
asking leave of Count de Chaumont."
"He says you have forsaken your books and gone back to be an Indian."
I showed her the Latin book in my hand. She glanced slightly at it, and
continued to make her gray eyes pass through my marrow.
Shifting like a culprit, I inquired:
"How did you know I was here?"
"Oh, it was not hard to find you after I saw the boat. This island is
not large."
"But who rowed you across the lake, madame?"
"I came by myself, and nobody except Ernestine knows it. I can row a
boat. I slipped through the tunnel, and ventured."
"Madame, I am a great fool. I am not worth your venturing."
"You are worth any danger I might encounter. But you should at least go
back for me."
"I will do anything for you, madame. But why should I go back?--you will
not long be there."
"What does that matter? The important thing is that you should not lapse
again into the Indian."
"Is any life but the life of an Indian open to me, madame?"
She struck her hands together with a scream.
"Louis! Sire!"
Startled, I dropped the book and it sprawled at her feet like the open
missal. She had returned so unexpectedly to the spirit of our first
meeting.
"O, if you knew what you are! During my whole life your name has been
cherished by my family. We believed you would sometime come to your own.
Believe in yourself!"
I seemed almost to remember and perceive what I was--as you see in
mirage one inverted boat poised on another, and are not quite sure, and
the strange thing is gone.
Perhaps I was less sure of the past because I was so sure of the
present. A wisp of brown mi
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