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riage had not made her into a woman; it had driven her back into an arrested youth. It was as though she ought to have worn short skirts and her hair in a long braid down her back. Hers was the body of a young boy. When she was free from pain, and the colour had come back to her cheeks a little, she smiled at him, and was about to put out her hand as a child might to a brother or a father, when suddenly a shadow stole into her eyes and crept across her face, and she drew her clenched hand close to her body. Still, she tried to smile at him. His quiet, impersonal, though friendly look soothed her. "Am I very sick!" she asked. He shook his head and smiled. "You'll be all right to-morrow, I hope." "That's too bad. I would like to be so sick that I couldn't think of anything else. My father used to say that the world was only the size of four walls to a sick person." "I can't promise you so small a world," remarked the Young Doctor with a kind smile, his arm resting on the side of the bed, his chair drawn alongside. "You will have to face the whole universe to-morrow, same as ever." She looked perplexed, and then said to him: "I used to think it was a beautiful world, and they try to make me think it is yet; but it isn't." "Who try to make you?" he asked. "Oh, my bird Richard, and Nigger the black cat, and Jumbo, the dog," she replied. Her eyes closed, then opened strangely wide upon him in an eager, staring appeal. "Don't you want to know about me?" she asked. "I want to tell you--I want to tell you. I'm tired of telling it all over to myself." The Young Doctor did not want to know. As a doctor he did not want to know. "Not now," he said firmly. "Tell me when I come again." A look of pain came into her face. "But who can tell when you'll come again!" she pleaded. "When I will things to be, they generally happen," he answered in a commonplace tone. "You are my patient now, and I must keep an eye on you. So I'll come." Again, with an almost spasmodical movement towards him, she said: "I must tell you. I wanted to tell you the first day I saw you. You seemed the same kind of man my father was. My name's Louise. It was my mother made me do it. There was a mortgage--I was only sixteen. It's three years ago. He said to my mother he'd tear up the mortgage if I married him. That's why I'm here with him--Mrs. Mazarine. But my name's Louise." "Yes, yes, I know," the Young Doctor answered sooth
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