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menting long within her before it manifests itself; but when it has done so, it is the more lasting and destructive. She seems to be virtue and gentleness personified; without her unhappy temper she might be a saint, but that destroys all better feelings. I have often surprised her in designs so atrocious and terrible, that it is difficult to conceive how one of them could find its way into the soul of a woman, or how she could harbour it. Such a character, my friend, is not likely to conquer one's heart." These confidential communications startled me the more, as I had proofs of Bertollon's knowledge of men, and his correct judgments. In the meanwhile, I did not discontinue my visits to Madame Bertollon, and thought I perceived that she found pleasure in my society. She was always tranquil, gentle, and seemed suffering. So much beauty and gentleness changed my respect into sincere friendship. I formed the resolution of reconciling her to her husband, let it cost what it would; or, rather, of bringing him back to her arms. The habit of daily intercourse removed, by degrees, the constraint of etiquette, and made her society absolutely necessary to me. Once when I was walking with her in the garden, and she leaned on my arm, she said: "You are Bertollon's most intimate friend and confidant. I consider you mine also, and your character gives me a claim on your kindness. Speak openly, Alamontade, for you know the reason--why does Bertollon hate me?" "He does not hate you, madame, he entertains the highest esteem for you. Hate? he must be a monster if he can do that. No! he is a noble man, he cannot hate any body." "You are right: he can hate no one, because he loves no one. He does not consider himself born for the world, nor for any one; but that the whole world, and every one in it, is made for him. Education, perhaps, never poisoned a more feeling heart and a sounder head than his." "You judge, perhaps, too harshly, madame." "Would to Heaven I did! Pray convince me of the contrary." "I convince you? Not so, madame; observe your husband, and you will change your mind." "Observe him? I always did so, and always found him the same." "He is a kind, amiable man, at least." "Amiable! he is so, he knows it, and takes pains to be so; but, unfortunately, not to make others happy--only himself. For this I cannot call him good, although I cannot call him bad." "Surely, madame, I do not und
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