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ee, Friedel. What will he do when he finds out what a common clay figure it was he worshiped?" But he had not the heart to banter the child; only held the little clinging figure to his breast; the breast which Sigmund recognized as his heaven. It was after this that Eugen said to me when we were alone: "It must come before he thinks less of me than he does now, Friedel." To these speeches I could never make any answer, and he always had the same singular smile--the same paleness about the lips and unnatural light in the eyes when he spoke so. He had accomplished one great feat in those three years--he had won over to himself his comrades, and that without, so to speak, actively laying himself out to do so. He had struck us all as something so very different from the rest of us, that, on his arrival and for some time afterward, there lingered some idea that he must be opposed to us. But I very soon, and the rest by gradual degrees, got to recognize that though in, not of us, yet he was no natural enemy of ours; if he made no advances, he never avoided or repulsed any, but on the very contrary, seemed surprised and pleased that any one should take an interest in him. We soon found that he was extremely modest as to his own merits and eager to acknowledge those of other people. "And," said Karl Linders once, twirling his mustache, and smiling in the consciousness that his own outward presentment was not to be called repulsive, "he can't help his looks; no fellow can." At the time of which I speak, his popularity was much greater than he knew, or would have believed if he had been told of it. Only between him and von Francius there remained a constant gulf and a continual coldness. Von Francius never stepped aside to make friends; Eugen most certainly never went out of his way to ingratiate himself with von Francius. Courvoisier had been appointed contrary to the wish of von Francius, which perhaps caused the latter to regard him a little coldly--even more coldly than was usual with him, and he was never enthusiastic about any one or anything, while to Eugen there was absolutely nothing in von Francius which attracted him, save the magnificent power of his musical talent--a power which was as calm and cold as himself. Max von Francius was a man about whom there were various opinions, expressed and unexpressed; he was a person who never spoke of himself, and who contrived to live a life more isolated and a
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