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lligence, whose dark eyes blazed with life and fire, and whose every gesture betrayed spirit, grace, and quick understanding. A child for a father to be proud of. No meanness there; no littleness in the fine, high-bred features; everything that the father's heart could wish, except perhaps some little want of robustness; one might have desired that the limbs were less exquisitely graceful and delicate--more stout and robust. As Eugen laid aside his violin, he drew the child toward him, and asked (what I had never heard him ask before): "What wilt thou be, Sigmund, when thou art a man?" "_Ja, lieber Vater_, I will be just like thee." "How just like me?" "I will do what thou dost." "So! Thou wilt be a musiker like me and Friedel?" "_Ja wohl!_" said Sigmund, but something else seemed to weigh upon his small mind. He eyed his father with a reflective look, then looked down at his own small hands and slender limbs (his legs were cased in the new stockings). "How?" inquired his father. "I should like to be a musician," said Sigmund, who had a fine confidence in his sire, and confided his every thought to him. "I don't know how to say it," he went on, resting his elbows upon Eugen's knee, and propping his chin upon his two small fists, he looked up into his father's face. "Friedhelm is a musician, but he is not like thee," he pursued. Eugen reddened; I laughed. "True as can be, Sigmund," I said. "'I would I were as honest a man,'" said Eugen, slightly altering "Hamlet;" but as he spoke English I contented myself with shaking my head at him. "I like Friedel," went on Sigmund. "I love him; he is good. But thou, _mein Vater_--" "Well?" asked Eugen again. "I will be like thee," said the boy, vehemently, his eyes filling with tears. "I will. Thou saidst that men who try can do all they will--and I will, I will." "Why, my child?" It was a long earnest look that the child gave the man. Eugen had said to me some few days before, and I had fully agreed with him: "That child's life is one strife after the beautiful in art, and nature, and life--how will he succeed in the search?" I thought of this--it flashed subtly through my mind as Sigmund gazed at his father with a childish adoration--then, suddenly springing round his neck, said, passionately: "Thou art so beautiful--so beautiful! I must be like thee." Eugen bit his lip momentarily, saying to me in English: "I am his God, you s
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