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lp admiring a perfect, half-opened rose. It was over, and we went out of the saal, across the road, and home. Sigmund, who had not been very well that day, was awake, and restless. Eugen took him up, wrapped him in a little bed-gown, carried him into the other room, and sat down with him. The child rested his head on the loved breast, and was soothed. * * * * * She had gone; the door had closed after her. Eugen turned to me, and took Sigmund into his arms again. "_Mein Vater_, who is the beautiful lady, and why did you speak so harshly to her? Why did you make her cry?" The answer, though ostensibly spoken to Sigmund, was a revelation to me. "That I may not have to cry myself," said Eugen, kissing him. "Could the lady make thee cry?" demanded Sigmund, sitting up, much excited at the idea. Another kiss and a half laugh was the answer. Then he bade him go to sleep, as he did not understand what he was talking about. By and by Sigmund did drop to sleep. Eugen carried him to his bed, tucked him up, and returned. We sat in silence--such an uncomfortable constrained silence, as had never before been between us. I had a book before me. I saw no word of it. I could not drive the vision away--the lovely, pleading face, the penitence. Good heavens! How could he repulse her as he had done? Her repeated request that he would take that money--what did it all mean? And, moreover, my heart was sore that he had concealed it all from me. About the past I felt no resentment; there was a secret there which I respected; but I was cut up at this. The more I thought of it, the keener was the pain I felt. "Friedel!" I looked up. Eugen was leaning across the table and his hand was stretched toward me; his eyes looked full into mine. I answered his look, but I was not clear yet. "Forgive me!" "Forgive thee what?" "This playing with thy confidence." "Don't mention it," I forced myself to say, but the sore feeling still remained. "You have surely a right to keep your affairs to yourself if you choose." "You will not shake hands? Well, perhaps I have no right to ask it; but I should like to tell you all about it." I put my hand into his. "I was wounded," said I, "it is true. But it is over." "Then listen, Friedel." He told me the story of his meeting with Miss Wedderburn. All he said of the impression she had made upon him was: "I thought her very charming, and the
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