ave done with the book--I shall
think of it to my dying day as though you had killed a little child.
LOVBORG.
Yes, you are right. It is a sort of child-murder.
MRS. ELVSTED.
How could you, then--! Did not the child belong to me too?
HEDDA.
[Almost inaudibly.] Ah, the child--
MRS. ELVSTED.
[Breathing heavily.] It is all over then. Well well, now I will go,
Hedda.
HEDDA.
But you are not going away from town?
MRS. ELVSTED.
Oh, I don't know what I shall do. I see nothing but darkness before me.
[She goes out by the hall door.
HEDDA.
[Stands waiting for a moment.] So you are not going to see her home, Mr.
Lovborg?
LOVBORG.
I? Through the streets? Would you have people see her walking with me?
HEDDA.
Of course I don't know what else may have happened last night. But is it
so utterly irretrievable?
LOVBORG.
It will not end with last night--I know that perfectly well. And the
thing is that now I have no taste for that sort of life either. I won't
begin it anew. She has broken my courage and my power of braving life
out.
HEDDA.
[Looking straight before her.] So that pretty little fool has had her
fingers in a man's destiny. [Looks at him.] But all the same, how could
you treat her so heartlessly.
LOVBORG.
Oh, don't say that I was heartless!
HEDDA.
To go and destroy what has filled her whole soul for months and years!
You do not call that heartless!
LOVBORG.
To you I can tell the truth, Hedda.
HEDDA.
The truth?
LOVBORG.
First promise me--give me your word--that what I now confide in you Thea
shall never know.
HEDDA.
I give you my word.
LOVBORG.
Good. Then let me tell you that what I said just now was untrue.
HEDDA.
About the manuscript?
LOVBORG.
Yes. I have not torn it to pieces--nor thrown it into the fiord.
HEDDA.
No, no--. But--where is it then?
LOVBORG.
I have destroyed it none the less--utterly destroyed it, Hedda!
HEDDA.
I don't understand.
LOVBORG.
Thea said that what I had done seemed to her like a child-murder.
HEDDA.
Yes, so she said.
LOVBORG.
But to kill his child--that is not the worst thing a father can do to
it.
HEDDA.
Not the worst?
LOVBORG.
Suppose now, Hedda, that a man--in the small hours of the morning--came
home to his child's mother after a night of riot and debauchery, and
said: "Listen--I have been here and t
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