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rward. His humor left him, revealing his premature haggardness. He laid a hand on Tabs' arm and asked a question. "You're fond of her?" Tabs eyed him in silence, trying to divine what was intended. "At any rate, you are," he said kindly; "I see it now." "Not fond of her, I'm in love with her." The man's face softened as he made the confession. "I was in love with her when she was still the wife of Pollock. I've been through deep waters. I've had to wait for her like Jacob did for Rachel. I've lost most things--my memory, my health, my very likeness! but never for five minutes have I lost my love for her. She was the only star in my darkness----" The words fell from him with somber sincerity. "I don't know whether you understand----" But Tabs' thoughts had turned inwards. He was living again the englamored poignancy of the years when Terry had been for him precisely that--the only star in his darkness. The intensity of the vision was like a cry of warning rousing his sleeping idealism from its lethargy. His present errand became a treachery to be swept aside by his refound strength. He recognized the intruder with new eyes, not as an enemy, but as a comrade--a comrade marooned on the selfsame island of loneliness and bound to him by the common experience of a kindred adversity. He was like Crusoe discovering the footprint. Here, quite close to him, was a fellow waif who had drunk deep of his own bitter sense of desertion. With a thrill of sympathy, his heart turned to him. "The only star in the darkness!" He repeated the stranger's words. "For most of us there's been one woman who was all of that. If she fails us----" He stifled his pessimism. "When stars fail, one waits for the morning." "So you, too, had your woman!" The stranger smiled and relaxed against the cushions. "Foolish of me! You can't blame me. Twice I've believed that I'd lost her. First there was Gervis and then this Lockwood. Poor devils, I cry quits on them. But when I found you so at home here, you can guess what I dreaded. And yet you'll never guess why I followed you into this house." He lit a cigarette and crossed his legs. "I didn't want you to escape me till I'd asked a question---- Has it ever entered your head that Pollock might not be dead?" Tabs started. Then he sat very still. It was the commonplace tone in which the question had been asked that froze his blood. It was as though this man had said, "I can bring him back." For a m
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