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he were going to a theater-party instead of on an all-night ride to London. But it wasn't her stylishness that impressed him; it was her littleness. She looked very tender and pale as she sat beside him. The moral back of her chauffeur, as seen through the glass, condemned him of unkindness. He had had no right to ask her to accompany him. Why should he have burdened her with his troubles? She must have plenty of her own, with her boy to care for and her estate to manage. "I've been selfish," he said. "You ought to be in bed and sleeping now." She smiled. "Always blaming yourself, aren't you? I shouldn't be here unless I'd wanted." "But why did you want?" Beneath the robe her hand commenced to grope. It stole into his own and lay there quietly. "Because I couldn't bear to see you hurt. You're so good. In some ways you're so strong; in others you're just as tiny as my Eric. I felt you needed me for the moment." "For the moment! I shall always need you." "I wish you might." She shook her head slowly. "But you won't. You'll go away. I shall hear about you--all the big things you're accomplishing and planning. And then I shall remember that for just one night I had you for my very own." "But we're always going to be friends. I shall be always coming back to you." "Men don't come back, Lord Taborley. A man of your temperament is least likely to come back. You press forward. You're eager. Wherever you go you form new affections. I'm not like that. I'm cold. You don't think so, but then I'm treating you as I never treated any other man. You slipped under my reserve and reached my heart before I could stop you. Do you know how I'm treating you? Just the way I'd like some good woman to treat my little Eric one day, when I'm not here and he's a man." "But you're going to be here for a long time--just as long as I am." There was alarm in his assertion. "I couldn't bear to think of your not being in the world. It wouldn't matter so much whether I saw you; it would be the knowledge that I could see you; that would make all the difference." "Would it?" "Yes, I'm sure. You mustn't think that because there was Terry and--I'm ashamed to have to own it--a passing fancy for your sister, that I'm fickle." "I don't. I never thought it for a moment. What I thought was that you were unhappy. People do a lot of foolish things when they're unhappy." "It seems so long since I was unhappy," he said gently. "You've hea
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