FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149   150   151  
152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   160   161   162   163   164   165   166   167   168   169   170   171   172   173   174   175   176   >>   >|  
Tabs looked down at his companion to see whether her last remark had been sarcastic; to his discomfort he found that it hadn't. "I'm not sure that I like to be lent round like that," he objected. "I was sorry for her last night and promised to help her; but this phoning you up to ask your permission puts an entirely erroneous complexion on the affair." "Not erroneous if I understand," she assured him, glancing up with tender frankness. He smiled at the way she cozened him. Was she willing to lend him to another woman because she was so sure of him, or because she didn't care whether she lost him? "Your father suspects me of being lukewarm about you," he said; "and I can't blame him. He knows nothing about our meeting yesterday. He doesn't know that you care for Braithwaite. All he knows is that I asked his permission to approach you and then let two days elapse. When I did come to his house again it was to defend the two people who have caused him most annoyance. My reason for defending them was that I might make things easier for you. But my position is false, Terry. Every day your parents are expecting that we'll become engaged; every day that we don't----" They had come to the Marble Arch. "Shall we hop into a taxi?" he enquired. She shook her head. "Let's walk a little farther--down to Hyde Park Corner. It's easier to say things." When he had helped her through the traffic and they were sauntering through the Park, she took up the thread of their conversation. "I told you yesterday that I was willing to become engaged to you. I'm willing to-day." "_Willing!_" he emphasized. "But you don't _want_. The man you love is Braithwaite. What difference has this confession of his made?" She shrugged her shoulders and looked away, so that he should not see the quivering of her mouth. "It's made everything impossible. I admire him more than ever. I admire him for having told the truth and for having climbed so far up by his gallantry. But---- I'm no fool, Tabs. I know that I couldn't marry him without bringing ridicule upon all of us. Noble notions about human equality don't work in practice. He's what he is--fine of his kind. He's finer than you or I, Tabs, only he's not our sort. He couldn't ever become our sort. If I were as big as he is, I might not mind. But I'm little and mean; I care so much for caste. And yet, in spite of that, I want to marry him. I oughtn't to tell you, of all people. But I can't
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149   150   151  
152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   160   161   162   163   164   165   166   167   168   169   170   171   172   173   174   175   176   >>   >|  



Top keywords:
couldn
 

yesterday

 

admire

 
people
 

easier

 

things

 

engaged

 

Braithwaite

 

permission

 

erroneous


looked

 
sauntering
 

enquired

 
emphasized
 
Willing
 

traffic

 

conversation

 

thread

 

oughtn

 

farther


Corner

 

helped

 

notions

 

equality

 

climbed

 
ridicule
 

bringing

 

gallantry

 

impossible

 

confession


difference

 

shrugged

 
quivering
 

practice

 

shoulders

 

annoyance

 

glancing

 

tender

 

frankness

 

assured


understand
 
affair
 

smiled

 

father

 

cozened

 
complexion
 

discomfort

 
sarcastic
 
companion
 

remark