e, good
woman, said she, come along with me. You have too much reason to be
afflicted with what afflicts us, to want additions to your grief.
But, my dearest young lady, I was more touched for your sake than for my
own; for I have been low in the world for a great number of years; and,
of consequence, have been accustomed to snubs and rebuffs from the
affluent. But I hope that patience is written as legibly on my forehead,
as haughtiness on that of any of my obligers.
Your mother led me to her chamber; and there we sat and wept together for
several minutes, without being able to speak either of us one word to the
other. At last she broke silence, asking me, if you were really and
indeed so ill as it was said you were?
I answered in the affirmative; and would have shown her your last letter;
but she declined seeing it.
I would fain have procured from her the favour of a line to you, with her
blessing. I asked, what was intended by your brother and sister? Would
nothing satisfy them but your final reprobation?--I insinuated, how easy
it would be, did not your duty and humility govern you, to make yourself
independent as to circumstances; but that nothing but a blessing, a last
blessing, was requested by you. And many other thins I urged in your
behalf. The following brief repetition of what she was pleased to say in
answer to my pleas, will give you a notion of it all; and of the present
situation of things.
She said, 'She was very unhappy!--She had lost the little authority she
once had over her other children, through one child's failing! and all
influence over Mr. Harlowe and his brothers. Your father, she said, had
besought her to leave it to him to take his own methods with you; and,
(as she valued him,) to take no step in your favour unknown to him and
your uncles; yet she owned, that they were too much governed by your
brother. They would, however, give way in time, she knew, to a
reconciliation--they designed no other, for they all still loved you.
'Your brother and sister, she owned, were very jealous of your coming
into favour again;--yet could but Mr. Morden have kept his temper, and
stood her son's first sallies, who (having always had the family grandeur
in view) had carried his resentment so high, that he knew not how to
descend, the conferences, so abruptly broken off just now, would have
ended more happily; for that she had reason to think that a few
concessions on your part, with rega
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