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, Gaynor," she said, still whispering. "It's hard to have to tell--but I'm afraid we ought." "Mightn't we wait? Just a bit longer, madam? I'll keep watch...." Sophy hesitated. "Well, then," she said reluctantly, "I shall not sleep, either." She thought a moment; then she said: "Bring me a few of Mr. Chesney's cigarettes, Gaynor. Mine have given out. Bring me some of his cigarette-papers, too. I'll roll them smaller, as he's been doing lately." "Very well, madam. But there's very few in the last-opened box. Mr. Chesney won't have me open a new box, madam. He's very particular. He don't like me to meddle with his cigarettes. If you'll just be so kind, madam, as to tell him it was your orders. I fear to anger him as he is now." "Certainly I will, Gaynor. Gladly. Bring a fresh box here--I will open it myself and tell him to-morrow that it was I who did it." But when the valet brought her the box of cigarettes, and she had taken out a handful, all desire to smoke left her. She had not the habit--only did so now and then, when she felt very nervous and restless, as to-night. Now as she looked at these huge cigarettes so intimately associated with her husband, she felt averse from touching them. She shut them away in a drawer of her writing-table, and began to walk to and fro, her arms pressed tightly against her heart which was so full of fear and apprehension, which beat so heavily as though tired with its ceaseless task of life. She went to a window and, drawing the curtains aside, looked out. The night was soft and black, with hurrying clouds. Two greenish stars gleamed at her from a rent in the ragged drapery of vapour. They looked like the phosphorescent eyes of some wild creature glaring from the jungle of the night. She shrank, letting the curtain fall into place again. Again some one knocked. She went quickly, her heart pounding. It was only Gaynor. His face wore a relieved look. "Mr. Chesney has opened his door. He's reading. He seems quiet. I hope that you'll try to sleep now, madam." "But you will call me if you need me, Gaynor." "Yes, madam--surely." "Very well. I will lie down, then. I am very tired. But I doubt if I can sleep. Don't hesitate to call me." "No. I will not, madam." Sophy got into bed, and turned out her lamp. But she thought that she would never go to sleep. She thought of herself as a girl. How confident of life--her life--she had been then! The world was very
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