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of all. To the marriage of true hearts and bodies, as well as that of true minds, she would not admit impediment. But--she realised that for the man and woman of her day to enter upon such a marriage was also to enter upon a _Via Crucis_. The massive, sometimes crushing, weight of such a yoke was not to be accepted in any light, joyous spirit of newly kindled passion. Over the gateway of that stern temple of love was written the implacable, well-nigh impossible mandate of the Delphian Oracle, "Know thyself." Moreover, in her view of the question, the man and woman who would enter on such an engagement must be quite free from certain ties--pre-eminently the tie binding a mother to her children. The Marchesa admitted the forsaking of all in the world for a great love--except the child that a woman had borne into the world. Marco, despite his luckless marriage, from which as an Italian he could not with dignity escape--(both he and she scorned the idea of his becoming naturalised in another country in order to obtain a divorce there)--Marco she considered free to form a new and serious relationship if he so desired. Therefore, it was not the question of the possible irregularity of his future relations with Sophy that dismayed her; it was that she did not consider Sophy free. She had her son. Never would she receive as Marco's wife the woman who had deserted her child for him. But then, merely glimpsing Sophy as she had done, she felt instinctively that she was incapable of such an act. Remained then only the possibility of a dark tragedy of unavailing love, and the odious quagmire of scandal. And thinking as she did, and knowing that her son was well aware of her opinions, this "_Grazie_" ("Thanks") of Marco's hurt her deeply. It seemed to say: "I am glad that at least you do me that much justice." It was she, however, who broke the silence that followed. "I shall not allude to this subject again," she said, rising. "This once I felt that I had to speak--no matter how much I hurt or offended you--only this once----" "_Prego, prego, Maman!_" he murmured in a colourless voice. "Yes, that I had to do," continued his mother firmly; "for, as I said, there is no issue. Mrs. Chesney has her son. Should you ever care for her--should she ever care for you--her son stands between you. If she were to desert her boy for you--she would not deserve your love. If you wanted her to desert him--you would not deserve hers-
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