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ught her tears. She went over, kneeled down beside him, and laid her face to his. "I've got you back!" she whispered. "You've come back to me!" He lay still, stroking her hair, kissing it, looking out over her head at the flicker of leaves beyond his window, at the dim green of air-veiled pastures, and the far-away blur of brownish haze that hung over the mining town, chief source of the Wychcote riches. A bird streaked like a black arrow against the faint blue sky. The weather had cleared within the last few days. There was sunshine, pale but plenteous--filtering through a veil of moony clouds. A sort of eclipse-light, it seemed to Sophy; but she welcomed it for Bobby's sake--the child had been fretting at the prolonged rain. He had lost his sturdy, lady-apple cheeks. Now he could be out all day pottering at the out-of-door things that children love. She knelt there with her cheek against her husband's, just resting, soul and body. She was too tired with the long strain to vibrate to a keener joy. Her thankfulness was deep rather than exultant. And Chesney, gazing out at the summer landscape, thought: "After all--what if I go on with it? I'm lower than brutes if I deceive her." Weariness and a distaste of life crept over him at the mere thought of keeping up the dreadful, nerve-wearing effort. "I must. There's no way out of it--with decency," said part of him. "Fate's against me," said another part. "Why was the little Bush-Ranger whipped away like that, if there are gods that care? It's too much to ask a man to keep up alone. I'm sickening for the stuff this moment. Between the lips of this woman--beautiful as she is--and one grain of morphia--would I hesitate?" "No," answered the first self, grimly honest. "You wouldn't. Try to tell her you have the stuff at hand. Give it up to her. You won't. You can't." "I _will_!" he thought, setting his teeth. She felt the swell of his cheek-muscles as he did so, and looked up. "Sophy...." he said; then stopped short. "What is it, dear?" she asked. "Can I do something for you?" He continued looking at her an instant, then closed his eyes. "No," he said. She thought his expression had been strange. It hurt her. It was as if he _had_ wanted something, but did not dare ask her for it. She flushed suddenly--it was for him she flushed. She thought that he had been about to coax her for the morphia before the time for giving it. Was he going to "try it on
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