having paid the bill and politely assented to
the waiter's suggestion that they should come over in the summer-time to
a whitebait dinner, they left behind them the Sloop Hotel, Greenwich.
On the way back to London, Maurice attempted to point out to Jenny the
foolishness of her present style of living.
"All this fuss about whether you go home before or after the milk. I
can't understand why you let yourself be a slave to a family. I really
can't."
"But I'm not," said Jenny indignantly. "Only that doesn't say I'm going
to live with you, if that's what you mean."
Somehow the wet and dreary morning gave a certain crudity of outline to
the situation, destroying romantic enchantments and accentuating the
plain and ugly facts.
"You'd be ever so much happier if you did."
"Oh, well, who cares?"
"I wish you wouldn't say that."
"Well, what an unnatural time to talk about where I'm going to live and
what I'm going to do."
"It's extraordinary," said Maurice, "how much you're influenced by the
unimportant little things of life. I'm as much in love with you now as I
was last night when we were waltzing. You're not."
"I don't love anything now except bed."
"Yet I'm just as tired as you are."
"Who cares?"
"Damn it. Don't go on saying that. I can't think where you got hold of
that infernal expression."
"You are in a nasty mood," said Jenny sullenly.
"So are you."
"Well, why did you drag me out all this way in the early morning?"
"I wanted you to enjoy yourself. I wanted to round off a glorious
evening."
"I think a jolly good sleep rounds off a glorious evening, or anything
else, best of all."
"I think you sleep too much," argued Maurice, who was so tired himself
that he felt bound to contest futilely every point of the discussion.
"Well, I don't. That's where you and me don't agree."
"You're always sleeping."
"Well, if I like it, it needn't trouble you."
"Nothing troubles me," Maurice answered with much austerity. "Only I
wish to goodness you'd behave reasonably. Look here, you're an artistic
person. You earn your living by dancing. You don't want to take up with
a lot of old women's notions of morality. If you reject an experience,
you'll suffer for it. Chance only offers you Life--I mean Life only
offers you Chance----" But it did not matter much what he meant, for by
now Jenny was fast asleep.
Chapter XXI: _Epilogue_
Jenny went to bed at Irene's house in Camden Town a
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