FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   4   5   6   7   8   9   10   11   12   13   14   15   16   17   18   19   20   21   22   23   24   25   26   27   28  
29   30   31   32   33   34   35   36   37   38   39   40   41   42   43   44   45   46   47   48   49   50   51   52   53   >>   >|  
n her--that Mr. Feuerstein was a very grand person indeed, and that he was condescending to be profoundly smitten of her charms. She was the "catch" of Avenue A, taking prospects and looks together, and the men she knew had let her rule them. In Mr. Feuerstein she had found what she had been unconsciously seeking with the Idealismus of genuine youth--a man who compelled her to look far up to him, a man who seemed to her to embody those vague dreams of a life grand and beautiful, away off somewhere, which are dreamed by all young people, and by not a few older ones, who have less excuse for not knowing where happiness is to be found. He spent the whole evening with her; Mrs. Liebers and Sophie, with whom she had come, did not dare interrupt her pleasure, but had to stay, yawning and cross, until the last strain of Home, Sweet Home. At parting he pressed her hand. "I have been happy," he murmured in a tone which said, "Mine is a sorrow-shadowed soul that has rarely tasted happiness." She glanced up at him with ingenuous feeling in her eyes and managed to stammer: "I hope we'll meet again." "Couldn't I come down to see you Sunday evening?" "There's a concert in the Square. If you're there I might see you." "Until Sunday night," he said, and made her feel that the three intervening days would be for him three eternities. She thought of him all the way home in the car, and until she fell asleep. His sonorous name was in her mind when she awoke in the morning; and, as she stood in the store that day, waiting on the customers, she looked often at the door, and, with the childhood-surviving faith of youth in the improbable and impossible, hoped that he would appear. For the first time she was definitely discontented with her lot, was definitely fascinated by the idea that there might be something higher and finer than the simple occupations and simple enjoyments which had filled her life thus far. In the evening after supper her father and mother left her and her brother August in charge, and took their usual stroll for exercise and for the profound delight of a look at their flat-houses--those reminders of many years of toil and thrift. They had spent their youth, she as cook, he as helper, in one of New York's earliest delicatessen shops. When they had saved three thousand dollars they married and put into effect the plan which had been their chief subject of conversation every day and every even
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   4   5   6   7   8   9   10   11   12   13   14   15   16   17   18   19   20   21   22   23   24   25   26   27   28  
29   30   31   32   33   34   35   36   37   38   39   40   41   42   43   44   45   46   47   48   49   50   51   52   53   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

evening

 

simple

 
happiness
 

Sunday

 

Feuerstein

 
eternities
 

improbable

 

thought

 

intervening

 

discontented


impossible
 

childhood

 
sonorous
 

morning

 

asleep

 

waiting

 

looked

 
customers
 

surviving

 

brother


earliest

 
delicatessen
 

helper

 

thrift

 

subject

 
conversation
 

effect

 
thousand
 
dollars
 

married


reminders
 

filled

 

supper

 

father

 

enjoyments

 

occupations

 
higher
 

mother

 

profound

 

exercise


delight

 

houses

 

stroll

 
August
 
charge
 

fascinated

 

ingenuous

 

dreamed

 

beautiful

 

dreams