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nd I was not afraid to come in here with you. I knew, just as the good man Jesus did at the tomb of Lazarus, that God had heard me--He just couldn't be God if He hadn't, you know. And then I remembered what the good man said about not resisting evil; for, you know, if we resist evil we make it real--and we never, _never_ can overcome anything real, can we? So I resisted evil with good, just as Jesus told us to do. I just _knew_ that God was everywhere, and that evil was unreal, and had no power at all. And so the _bogas_ didn't hurt me coming down the river. And you--you will not either, Padre." She stopped and smiled sweetly at him. Then, very seriously: "Padre, one reason why I was not afraid to come in here with you was that I thought God might want to talk to you through me, and I could help you. You need help, you know." The man settled back in his chair and stared stupidly at her. His face expressed utter consternation, confusion, and total lack of comprehension. Once he muttered under his breath, "_Caramba_! she is surely an _hada_!" But Carmen did not hear him. Absorbed in her mission, she went on earnestly: "You know, Padre, we are all channels through which God talks to people--just like the _asequia_ out there in the street through which the water flows. We are all channels for divine love--so Padre Jose says." The priest sat before her like a huge pig, his little eyes blinking dully, and his great mouth still agape. "We are never afraid of real things, Padre, you know; and so I couldn't be afraid of the real 'you,' for that is a child of God. And the other 'you' isn't real. We are only afraid of our wrong thoughts. But such thoughts are not really ours, you know, for they don't come from God. But," she laughed softly, "when I saw you coming up the steps after me this morning--well, lots of fear-thoughts came to me--why, they just seemed to come pelting down on me like the rain. But I wouldn't listen to them. I turned right on them, just as I've seen Cucumbra turn on a puppy that was nagging him, and I said, 'Here, now, I know what you are; I know you don't come from God; and anything that doesn't come from God isn't really anything at all!' And so they stopped pelting me. The good man Jesus knew, didn't he? That's why he said so often, 'Be not afraid.'" She paused again and beamed at him. Her big eyes sparkled, and her face glowed with celestial light. Diego raised a heavy arm and, groping f
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