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one, and up to his room without disturbing his parents, who had retired some time before. The next morning he awoke with a severe headache, and seemed generally out of tune. The mere thought of what he had done--how he had disgraced himself by going to a public bar, and there drinking to intoxication--caused him the deepest sorrow and regret; but when he fully realized what a severe wound his conduct would inflict upon his mother and father, and how they would grieve over it--when he thought what the people of the town would say, and remembered that he had actually called in this lamentable state at Dr. Dutton's house--the place of all others he would have wished to avoid--he became sick at heart as well as in body, and his tumultuous feelings were only soothed by tears of honest repentance. However, Fred hurriedly dressed himself, went to the store as usual, and commenced his accustomed labors. He saw at once, by Mr. Rexford's manner, that he did not know what had happened the previous night, and this afforded him a slight temporary relief; still, he knew it was only a question of time before his employer would learn the whole story. When this took place, what would be the result? Would he lose his situation? He knew that Mr. Rexford was a stern man, having little charity for the faults of others. That his clerk should have been intoxicated the previous night would undoubtedly irritate him greatly. Fred imagined that every one whom he saw knew of what he had done, and looked upon him with disgust. He felt tempted to leave the village, and never be seen again where he had so disgraced himself. Could he only go to some new place, among strangers, and commence life over again, he might have a better chance to work his way upward; but here this shame would always hang, like a dark cloud, above him. On reflection, however, he saw that it would be both unmanly and ungrateful to leave his parents. No; he was the guilty party, and he must stay here, where the unfortunate occurrence had taken place, and here try, by the strictest discipline, and the most watchful care, to regain his former standing among his friends. As Fred thought over the occurrences of the past few weeks--of Matthew's decided hostility, of his course at the party, and his sudden friendship since that time--of his treachery and meanness the night before, in getting him to call at Dr. Dutton's while intoxicated, and his deception in so sudden
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