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Disagreeable Man once more looked up from his newspaper. "Please, pass me the Yorkshire relish," he said in his rough way to a sitting next to him. The spell was broken, and the conversation started afresh. But the girl who had passed the Yorkshire relish sat silent and listless, her food untouched, and her wine untasted. She was small and thin; her face looked haggard. She was a new-comer, and had, indeed, arrived at Petershof only two hours before the _table-d'hote_ bell rang. But there did not seem to be any nervous shrinking in her manner, nor any shyness at having to face the two hundred and fifty guests of the Kurhaus. She seemed rather to be unaware of their presence; or, if aware of, certainly indifferent to the scrutiny under which she was being placed. She was recalled to reality by the voice of the Disagreeable Man. She did not hear what he said, but she mechanically stretched out her hand and passed him the mustard-pot. "Is that what you asked for?" she said half dreamily; "or was it the water-bottle?" "You are rather deaf, I should think," said the Disagreeable Man placidly. "I only remarked that it was a pity you were not eating your dinner. Perhaps the scrutiny of the two hundred and fifty guests in this civilized place is a vexation to you." "I did not know they were scrutinizing," she answered; "and even if they are, what does it matter to me? I am sure I am quite too tired to care." "Why have you come here?" asked the Disagreeable Man suddenly. "Probably for the same reason as yourself," she said; "to get better or well." "You won't get better," he answered cruelly; "I know your type well; you burn yourselves out quickly. And--my God--how I envy you!" "So you have pronounced my doom," she said, looking at him intently. Then she laughed but there was no merriment in the laughter. "Listen," she said, as she bent nearer to him; "because you are hopeless, it does not follow that you should try to make others hopeless too. You have drunk deep of the cup of poison; I can see that. To hand the cup on to others is the part of a coward." She walked past the English table, and the Polish table, and so out of the Kurhaus dining-hall. CHAPTER II. CONTAINS A FEW DETAILS. IN an old second-hand bookshop in London, an old man sat reading Gibbon's History of Rome. He did not put down his book when the postman brought him a letter. He just glanced indifferently at the letter, and i
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