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aintain,' replied Mr. Hargrave. 'I will not allow myself to be worse than my fellows; but you, Madam--I equally maintain there is nobody like you. But are you happy?' he asked in a serious tone. 'As happy as some others, I suppose.' 'Are you as happy as you desire to be?' 'No one is so blest as that comes to on this side eternity.' 'One thing I know,' returned he, with a deep sad sigh; 'you are immeasurably happier than I am.' 'I am very sorry for you, then,' I could not help replying. 'Are you, indeed? No, for if you were you would be glad to relieve me.' 'And so I should if I could do so without injuring myself or any other.' 'And can you suppose that I should wish you to injure yourself? No: on the contrary, it is your own happiness I long for more than mine. You are miserable now, Mrs. Huntingdon,' continued he, looking me boldly in the face. 'You do not complain, but I see--and feel--and know that you are miserable--and must remain so as long as you keep those walls of impenetrable ice about your still warm and palpitating heart; and I am miserable, too. Deign to smile on me and I am happy: trust me, and you shall be happy also, for if you are a woman I can make you so--and I will do it in spite of yourself!' he muttered between his teeth; 'and as for others, the question is between ourselves alone: you cannot injure your husband, you know, and no one else has any concern in the matter.' 'I have a son, Mr. Hargrave, and you have a mother,' said I, retiring from the window, whither he had followed me. 'They need not know,' he began; but before anything more could be said on either side, Esther and Arthur re-entered the room. The former glanced at Walter's flushed, excited countenance, and then at mine--a little flushed and excited too, I daresay, though from far different causes. She must have thought we had been quarrelling desperately, and was evidently perplexed and disturbed at the circumstance; but she was too polite or too much afraid of her brother's anger to refer to it. She seated herself on the sofa, and putting back her bright, golden ringlets, that were scattered in wild profusion over her face, she immediately began to talk about the garden and her little playfellow, and continued to chatter away in her usual strain till her brother summoned her to depart. 'If I have spoken too warmly, forgive me,' he murmured on taking his leave, 'or I shall never forgive myself.' Esthe
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