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e accuracy of Lacey's "beach photographer." On the genus it would have been a libel; for the species it was exact. I saw him with his velveteens, his hair, his collar--against a background of paper-littered sands and "nigger minstrels"; the picture recalled childhood, but without the proper sentimental appeal. I was right. We had to walk up and down the terrace in front of the house for a long while. Lacey talked all the time--his views, his regiment, sports, races, what not. From the top of my mind--the surface responsive to externals--I answered. Within I was following in imagination the struggle of my dear, wayward, unreasonable mistress--of her who wanted both ways, who would lead half a dozen lives, and unite under her sway kingdoms between which there could be neither union nor alliance. It was almost five o'clock by the time Fillingford came out; the sun had begun to lose power; the peace of evening--and something of its chill--rested on the billowing curves of turf and the gently swaying treetops. As we saw him we came to a standstill, and so awaited his approach. Under no circumstances, I imagine, could Lord Fillingford have looked radiant. Even any overt appearance of triumph his taste, no less than his nature, would have rejected; and his taste was infallible in negatives. Yet on his face, as he came to us, there was unmistakable satisfaction; he had done quite as well as he had expected--or even better. I was glad--with a sharp pang of sorrow for the limitations of human gladness. In my heart I should have been glad for Jenny to be allowed to break rules--to have it all ways--as she wanted--for as long as she wanted. There was the moral slope of which I have before made metaphorical mention! He greeted me with a cordiality very marked for him, and laid a hand on his son's shoulder affectionately. "I've kept you a terribly long time, Amyas, and we mustn't bother Miss Driver any more. She's tired, I fear. We'll go home for a cup of tea." Lacey was excited and anxious, but he knew his father better than to put even the most veiled question to him in my presence. "All right, sir. Austin's been looking after me first-rate." I could not be mistaken; a touch of ownership over me--the hint of a right to approve of me--came into Fillingford's voice. I seemed to feel myself adopted as a retainer--or, at least, my past services to one of the family acknowledged. "I'm sure Mr. Austin is always most ki
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