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tory seemed to make that more, not less, explicable. Jenny, in honor pledged to Fillingford, found that she wanted to marry Octon; she had not dared to tell Fillingford so; hence all the subterfuges, the secret meetings, the catastrophe, and the flight. "In a day or two we shall get news of their marriage, no doubt. It's very silly, and not very creditable--but it's hardly a tragedy, Austin. Only--there goes Fillingford Manor forever! And what a master for Breysgate!" His was as plain and reasonable a view as the situation could be fitted into. Jenny would now marry Octon, wait till the sensation was over, and then come back to Breysgate with her husband. Or perhaps she would not come back to Breysgate; perhaps she would not face the neighborhood with her record behind her--and Octon by her side, ever recalling it. She would break up all the fabric which she had made--and start anew somewhere else. That did not seem unlikely; a suggestion of it filled Cartmell with fresh dismay. "A pretty thing that!" he said. "After all our tall talk about our love for Catsford, and our Institute, and all the rest of it! How am I to face Bindlecombe, eh? And look at the money she's put into the estate! She'll never get that back on a sale." I found Cartmell rather comforting--at least he created a diversion in my thoughts. His care for the externals of the position, for the material and even the pecuniary aspects of it, was a relief to an imagination which, all against its will, had been engrossed in the state and the struggle of Jenny's heart--dwelling on her intentions not about her estate and her Institute, but about herself, picturing the strong rush of feeling which had impelled her to her flight, asking whither it would lead or had led her--and asking doubtfully. Cartmell tapped my knee with the end of his stick. "The sooner we get news of the marriage, the better--though bad's the best!" he said with a solemn nod of his head. He was right--but most heartily did I echo his "Bad's the best!" Had Jenny herself ever thought differently--at least before that fatal night? What was she thinking now--when the night was past? Two days later a long letter reached Cartmell; he came up to me with it directly after breakfast, when I was in my office at the Priory. A lonely, weary great place was the house now--no life in it; Chat in bed and probably in flutters--she had taken to both on the night of the disaster, and clung to
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