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should play again--and I've come to feel as if I'd never played it before. I've played it with all the odds against me, and I've made a good fight." "Yes, too good," I said. "Aye, aye! But I've lost. So I'm off." He lay back in the big chair--the same one in which Lacey had stretched his graceful, lithe young body--and looked up at me where I stood on the rug. "There's not much more to say, is there? I thought I'd say that much to you because you're a good fellow." "And you're not," I retorted angrily--(Remember our nerves!) "Have you no care for what you love?" "Am I so much the worse man of the two?" he asked. "What's that got to do with it? Well, thank God you're going to-morrow!" "Everybody always thanks God when I go, and I generally thank Him myself--but not to-day, perhaps." His next prod at the coals in the grate was a vicious one. "I suppose that some day there'll be a general feeling that I must be wiped out--an instinctive revolt against my existence, Austin. This neighborhood has felt the thing already. Some day it will be felt where stronger measures than cutting are in fashion. Then I shall be killed. Perhaps I shall kill, too, but they'll get me in the end, depend upon it!" Suddenly he smiled in a tender reflective way. "That was what poor little Madge was always so afraid of. Well, I had a good deal to try my temper while she was with me." He looked up at me, smiling now in mockery. "Don't be shocked, my excellent Austin. I'm talking about my wife." "Your wife!" I cried in utter surprise and consternation. That was exactly the effect he intended to produce and enjoyed producing. Amidst all his distress he found leisure to indulge his taste for administering shocks. "You've always thought of me as a bachelor, haven't you? I suppose everybody thinks so--except one person. Well, it's no affair of theirs, and they've never chosen to inquire. I didn't mean to tell you, but the reference to her slipped out." "You've had a wife all this time?" I gasped, sinking into a chair opposite to him. He laughed openly at me. "Poor old Austin! No, it's not Powers over again." (So he knew about Powers!) "The poor child's been dead these twelve years." I shrugged my shoulders impatiently. "Does it really amuse you to play the fool just now?" "It amused me to make you jump." He watched me with a malicious grin for half a minute, then fell to prodding the coals again. "We were boy and girl--and
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