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d the love which had hitherto been like a strong enduring light, now was a consuming fire. But Alec's words brought the recollection of George back to her reproachful heart, and she saw the boy as she was always pleased to remember him, in his flannels, the open shirt displaying his fine white neck, with the Panama hat that suited him so well; and she saw again his pleasant blue eyes and his engaging smile. He was a picture of honest English manhood. There was a sob in her throat, and her voice trembled when she spoke. 'I told you that if he died a brave man's death I could ask no more.' She spoke in so low a tone that Alec could scarcely hear, but his pulse throbbed with pride at her courage. She went on, almost in a whisper. 'I suppose it was predestined that our family should come to an end in this way. I'm thankful that George so died that his ancestors need have felt no shame for him.' 'You are very brave.' She shook her head slowly. 'No, it's not courage; it's despair. Sometimes, when I think what his father was, I'm thankful that George is dead. For at least his end was heroic. He died in a noble cause, in the performance of his duty. Life would have been too hard for him to allow me to regret his end.' Alec watched her. He foresaw the words that she would say, and he waited for them. 'I want to thank you for all you did for him,' she said, steadying her voice. 'You need not do that,' he answered, gravely. She was silent for a moment. Then she raised her eyes and looked at him steadily. Her voice now had regained its usual calmness. 'I want you to tell me that he did all I could have wished him to do.' To Alec it seemed that she must notice the delay of his answer. He had not expected that the question would be put to him so abruptly. He had no moral scruples about telling a deliberate lie, but it affected him with a physical distaste. It sickened him like nauseous water. 'Yes, I think he did.' 'It's my only consolation that in the short time there was given to him, he did nothing that was small or mean, and that in everything he was honourable, upright, and just dealing.' 'Yes, he was all that.' 'And in his death?' It seemed to Alec that something caught at his throat. The ordeal was more terrible than he expected. 'In his death he was without fear.' Lucy drew a deep breath of relief. 'Oh, thank God! Thank God! You don't know how much it means to me to hear all th
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