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bird. She waited in horrible suspense. 'But it is true,' he said, very quietly. Lucy did not answer. She stared at him with terrified eyes. Her brain reeled, and she feared that she was going to faint. She had to put forth all her strength to drive back the enveloping night that seemed to crowd upon her. 'It is true,' he repeated. She gave a gasp of pain. 'I don't understand. Oh, my dearest, don't treat me as a child. Have mercy on me. You must be serious now. Ifs a matter of life and death to both of us.' 'I'm perfectly serious.' A frightful coldness appeared to seize her, and the tips of her fingers were strangely numbed. 'You knew that you were sending George into a death-trap? You knew that he could not escape alive?' 'Except by a miracle.' 'And you don't believe in miracles?' Alec made no answer. She looked at him with increasing horror. Her eyes were staring wildly. She repeated the question. 'And you don't believe in miracles?' 'No.' She was seized with all manner of conflicting emotions. They seemed to wage a tumultuous battle in the depths of her heart. She was filled with horror and dismay, bitter anger, remorse for her callous indifference to George's death; and at the same time she felt an overwhelming love for Alec. And how could she love him now? 'Oh, it can't be true,' she cried. 'It's infamous. Oh, Alec, Alec, Alec... O God, what shall I do.' Alec held himself upright. He set his teeth, and his heavy jaw seemed squarer than ever. There was a great sternness in his voice. 'I tell you that whatever I did was inevitable.' Lucy flushed at the sound of his voice, and anger and sudden hatred took the place of all other feelings. 'Then if that's true, the rest must be true. Why don't you acknowledge as well that you sacrificed my brother's life in order to save your own?' But the mood passed quickly, and in a moment she was seized with dismay. 'Oh, it's awful. I can't realise it.' She turned to him with a desperate appeal. 'Haven't you anything to say at all? You know how much I loved my brother. You know how much it meant to me that he should live to wipe out all memory of my father's crime. All the future was centred upon him. You can't have sacrificed him callously.' Alec hesitated for an instant. 'I think I might tell you this,' he said. 'We were entrapped by the Arabs, and our only chance of escape entailed the death of one of us.' 'So you chose my
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