Miss Jane believing the
worst, led May to the sofa as if she considered that Julia's information
most concerned her.
"We must all live prepared to say `thy will be done,'" said Miss Jane,
seating herself by May's side, and taking her in her arms.
The colour forsook May's cheek, and she gazed at her with a glance that
showed she was unable to comprehend what was said.
"Where is Harry? is he ill?" she gasped out.
Julia feeling that it would be best at once to speak, told May the
contents of Sir Ralph's letter.
"Let me see it," she said at length.
Julia, who had brought it, put it into her hands.
"I cannot, I will not believe that he is lost," she exclaimed; "your
father himself is not certain. He will come back, I know he will, and
he must never, never go to sea again. How cruel in those who have thus
written to say that he is lost when they cannot know it;" and poor May
laughed hysterically.
Julia forgot her own grief in attending to her. Miss Jane did her
utmost to restore her to herself. She succeeded at length, and May was
able to speak calmly of the contents of the letter. She even inspired
Miss Jane with the hope that Harry and his ship had escaped destruction.
Julia rode back to Texford with her own mind greatly relieved. May had
borne the intelligence much better than she had expected, and she
trusted that her father had too readily believed the report of Harry's
loss. She resolved, at all events, not to credit it till she had heard
directly from Captain Headland, and she fully believed that she should
ere long receive intelligence from him, which would either contradict
the report altogether, or strengthen their hopes that Harry, though he
might have been in danger, had escaped.
Week after week went by and still no letter arrived from Headland.
Julia frequently went over to Downside, and was surprised to find May so
calm and cheerful, attending regularly to her various duties. She was
paler, it is true, than usual--no longer was there the beaming smile on
her countenance, nor did she ever give way to that joyous laugh which
seldom failed to inspire those who heard it. Sometimes Julia was almost
inclined to doubt whether May could be so much attached to her brother
as she had supposed, but then if his name was mentioned there came an
expression on her countenance which at once convinced her that the young
girl loved him with a devotion as true as ever woman felt for man.
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