r will go down."
"I trust, general, you are right," observed the secretary: "I will not
fail to inform Sir Ralph directly we receive further information."
Notwithstanding all the general had said, Sir Ralph felt so greatly
dispirited, that, writing to Lady Castleton, he gave her no hopes of
Harry's having escaped.
Unable to speak, she placed the letter in her daughter's hands. As
Julia's glance fell on the name of the _Thisbe_, and the words "all the
people are lost," a sickening sensation came over, and her eyes refused
to convey to her mind the meaning of the letter. It was dropping from
her trembling hands when, by a great effort, she recovered herself, and
at length was able to decipher the writing. She read on. The _Thisbe_
and Headland were safe. Poor Harry was lost. She blamed herself for
selfishly feeling that this was a relief. Then May, crushed by the
agony of her grief, rose before her.
"This blow, sweet creature, will break her heart," she thought.
"Oh, mother, this is very very sad," she said aloud, "can it be true?"
"Your father speaks as if he had no hopes; he would have expressed
himself differently had he entertained any."
"Mother, I must go and break this sad news to our cousins and that poor
girl; it might kill her were she to hear of it suddenly."
"Grief never kills in that way, though it may by slow degrees," said
Lady Castleton, with a deep sigh. "It will, however, be kind in you to
do as you propose; will you drive or ride over to Downside?"
Julia determined to ride; the air and exercise would nerve her for the
trying interview.
Why had not Headland written though? probably he had been prevented by
his professional duties.
Attended by the old coachman who generally accompanied her with one of
the carriage horses, she reached Downside. May hurried out to meet her.
Julia could scarcely restrain her agitation, or keep back her tears, as
May, with an inquiring glance, led her into the drawing-room where Miss
Mary and Miss Jane were seated.
"What has happened?" asked May, in an agitated voice, taking Julia's
hand, who sank into a chair.
"I will speak to cousin Jane first," said Julia, as she rose. Unable
longer to restrain her feelings, she threw her arms round May's neck,
and burst into tears.
"What has happened?" exclaimed May, her voice trembling as she spoke.
"Oh tell me, has Harry been wounded? is he in danger?"
Julia's sobs prevented her from replying.
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