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nce overpowered him. Realizing the full meaning of all that had gone into his past experience, he found himself thinking of Lynda as she had looked a few hours before. He resented the lesser hold the past still had upon him--he wanted to shake it free. Not bitterly--not with contempt--but, he argued, why should his life be shadowed always by a mistake, cruel and unpardonable as it was, when she, that little ignorant partner in the wrong, had gone her way and had doubtless by now put him forever from her mind? How small a part it had played with her, poor child. She had been betrayed by her strange imagination and suddenly awakened passion; she had followed blindly where he had led, but when catastrophe had threatened one who had been part of her former life--familiar with all that was real to her--how readily the untamed instinct had reverted to its own! And he--Truedale comforted himself--he had come back to _his_ own, and his own had made its claim upon him. Why should he not have his second chance? He wanted love--not friendship; he wanted--Lynda! All else faded and Lynda, the new Lynda--Lynda with the hair that had learned to curl, the girl with the pretty white shoulders and sweet, kind eyes--stood pleadingly close in the shabby old room and demanded recognition. "She thinks," and here Truedale covered his eyes, "that I am--as I was when I began my life--here! What would she say--if she knew? She, God bless her, is not like others. Faithful, pure, she could not forgive the _truth_!" Truedale, thinking so of Lynda Kendall, owned to his best self that because the woman who now filled his life held to her high ideals--would never lower them--he could honour and reverence her. If she, like him, could change, and accept selfishly that which she would scorn in another, she would not be the splendid creature she was. And yet--without conceit or vanity--Truedale believed that Lynda felt for him what he felt for her. Never doubting that he could bring to her an unsullied past, she was, delicately, in finest woman-fashion, laying her heart open to him. She knew that he had little to offer and yet--and yet--she was--willing! Truedale knew this to be true. And then he decided he must, even at this late day, tell Lynda of the past. For her sake he dare not venture any further concealment. Once she understood--once she recovered from her surprise and shock--she would be his friend, he felt confident of that; but she wou
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