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vens! haven't you any personal ambitions--you and Lynda?" McPherson had learned to admire Conning, and Lynda had always been one of his private inspirations. "None that Lynda and I cannot supply ourselves," Truedale replied. "To have our work, and the necessity for our work, taken from us would be no advantage." "But haven't you a duty to the money?" "Yes, we have, and I'm trying to find out just what it is." And living this strange, abnormal life--often wondering why, and fearing much--three, then four years, passed them by. It is one thing for two proud, sensitive natures to enter upon a deliberate course, and quite another for them to abandon it when the supposed need is past. There was now no doubt in Truedale's heart concerning Lynda's motive for marrying him; nor did Lynda for one moment question Truedale's deep affection for her. Yet they waited--quite subconsciously at first, then with tragic stubbornness--for something to sweep obstacles aside without either surrendering his position. "He must want me so that nothing can sway him again," thought Lynda. "She must know that my love for her can endure anything--even this!" argued Conning, and his stand was better taken than hers as she was to find out one day. It seemed enough, in the beginning, to live their lives close and confidentially--to feel the tie of dependence that held them; but the knot cut in deep at times and they suffered in foolish but proud silence. Many things occurred during those years that widened the horizon for them all. Betty's first child came and went, almost taking the life of the young mother with it. Before the possible calamity Brace stood appalled, and both Conning and Lynda realized how true a note the girl was in their lives. She seemed to belong to them in a sense stronger than blood could have made her. They could not imagine life without her sunny companionship. Never were they to forget the grim dreariness of the once cheerful apartment during those days and nights when Death hovered near, weighing the chances. But Betty recovered and came back with a yearning look in her eyes that had never been there before. "You see," she confided to Lynda, "there will always be moments when I must listen to hear if my baby is calling. At times, Lyn, it seems as if he were just on ahead--keeping me from forgetting. It doesn't make me sad, dear, it's really beautiful that he didn't quite escape me." "And do you go to T
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