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re you acted wisely." "Oh! Con, it was not I--not I. It was Nella-Rose who acted wisely. I left it all to her! It was she who decided. I have always wanted, at least for years, to have you know; but it was Nella-Rose's wish that you should not. And now, little Ann has made it possible." And then Lynda told him. He had relinquished his hold upon her and sat with tightly clenched hands gazing at the ashes on the hearth. Lynda pressed against him, watching--watching the effect of every word. "And, Con, at first, when I knew, every fibre of my being claimed you! I wanted to push her and--and Ann away, but I could not! Then I tried to act for you. I saw that since Nella-Rose had been first in your life she should have whatever belonged to her; I knew that you would have it so. When I could bring myself to--to stand aside, I put us all into her keeping. She was very frightened, very pitiable, but she closed her eyes and I knew that she saw truth--the big truth that stood guard over all our lives and had to be dealt with honestly--or it would crush everything. I could see, as I watched her quiet face, that she was feeling her way back, back. Then she realized what it all meant. Out of the struggle--the doubt--that big, splendid husband of hers rose supreme--her man! He had saved her when she had been most hopelessly lost. Whatever now threatened him had to go! Her girlhood dream faded and the safe reality of what he stood for remained. Then she opened her eyes and made her great decision. Since you had never dishonoured her in your thought, she would not have you know her as she then was! But--there remained little Ann! Oh! Con, I never knew, until Billy came, what Nella-Rose's sacrifice meant! I thought I did--but afterward, I knew! One has to go down into the Valley to find the meaning of motherhood. I had done, or tried to do, my duty before, but Billy taught me to love Ann and understand--the rest!" There was silence for a moment. Among the white ashes a tiny red spark was showing. It glowed and throbbed; it was trying hard to find something upon which to live. "And, Lyn, after she went back to the hills--how was it with her?" "She laid everything but your name upon the soul of her man. He never exacted more. His love was big enough--divine enough--to accept. Oh! Con, through all the years when I have tried to--to do my part, the husband of Nella-Rose has helped me to do it! Nella-Rose never looked back--to Ann
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