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ed the late Reverend Mother's grave. Ah, well, Mother's room must have its weekly turn out.' How beautiful is the use of the word 'room' in the phrase, and when I pointed out to her that the tiles were still clean her answer was that she regarded the task of attending the grave not as a duty but as a privilege. Dear Sister Bridget, withered and ruddy like an apple, has worked in the community for nearly thirty years. She has been through all the early years of struggle: a struggle which has begun again--a struggle the details of which were not even told her, and which she has no curiosity to hear. She is content to work on to the end, believing that it was God's will for her to do so. The lay sisters can aspire to none of the convent offices; they have none of the smaller distractions of receiving guests, and instructing converts and so forth, and not to have as much time for prayer as they desire is their penance. They are humble folk, who strive in a humble way to separate themselves from the animal, and they see heaven from the wash-tub plainly. In the eyes of the world they are ignorant and simple hearts. They are ignorant, but of what are they ignorant? Only of the passing show, which every moment crumbles and perishes. I see them as I write--their ready smiles and their touching humility. They are humble workers in a humble vineyard, and they are content that it should be so." XVIII "You see, Evelyn," the Prioress said, "it is contrary to the whole spirit of the religious life to treat the lay sisters as servants, and though I am sure you don't intend any unkindness, they have complained to me once or twice that you order them about." "But, my dear Mother, it seems to me that we are all inferior to the lay sisters. To slight them--" "I am sure you did not do so intentionally." "I said, 'Do hurry up,' but I only meant I was in a hurry. I don't think anything you could have said could have pained me more than that you should think I lacked respect for the lay sisters." Seeing that Evelyn was hurt the Prioress said: "The sisters have no doubt forgotten all about it by now." But Evelyn wanted to know which of the sisters had complained, so that she might beg her pardon. "She doesn't want you to beg her pardon." "I beg you to allow me, it will be better that I should. The benefit will be mine." The Prioress shook her head, and listened willingly to Evelyn, who told her of her letter to Monsi
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