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Now, why do you think that, Hilda? Let us have things precise." "Her life as an opera singer clings about her." "On the contrary, I cannot discover any trace of her past life in her. In the chapel she seems very often overcome, and for piety seems to set an example to us all." "You see, dear Mother, I am responsible for the religious education of some half-dozen young and innocent girls, and, though I like Evelyn herself very much, her influence--" "But what influence? She doesn't speak." "No matter; it is known to every one in the convent that she has once been a singer, though they don't know, perhaps, she was on the stage; and she creates an atmosphere which I assure you--" "Of course, Hilda, you can oppose me; you always oppose. Nothing is easier than opposition. Your responsibilities, I would not attempt to deny that they exist, but you seem to forget that I, too, have responsibilities. The debts of the convent are very pressing. And Mother Philippa, too, has responsibilities." "It would be a great advantage if Evelyn could discover she had a vocation. Four or five, perhaps six hundred a year--she must have at least that, for opera singers are very well paid, so I have always heard--would--" "But, Mother Philippa, the whole question is whether Evelyn has a vocation. We know what the advantages would be," said Mother Hilda in a low, insinuating voice which always exasperated the Reverend Mother. "I think it would be better to wait," Mother Philippa answered. "You see, she is suffering from a great mental breakdown; I think she should have her chance like another." And, turning to the Prioress, she said, "Dear Mother, do you think when Evelyn recovers her health sufficiently to arrive at a decision that she will stay with us?" "Not if a dead set is made against her, and if she is made to feel she has no vocation, and that her influence is a pernicious one." "Dear Mother, I never said--" "Well, don't let us discuss the matter any more for the moment. Of course, if you decide that Evelyn is not to remain in the novitiate--" "It is for you to decide the matter. You are Reverend Mother here, it is for us to obey; only since you ask me--" "Ask you, Hilda? But you tell me nothing. You merely oppose. What is your dislike to Evelyn?" "Dislike!" "I am sure there is no dislike on Mother Hilda's part," Mother Philippa said; "I am quite sure of that, Reverend Mother. Evelyn's health is certai
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