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d of the horrible suspicion which had assailed her. On the contrary, it seemed to grow in her till it was almost a conviction. She tried to eat tranquilly. She praised the Zabaione. She sipped her Chianti Rosso. But she tasted nothing, and when the musicians struck up another melody she did not know what they were playing. "Are you tired of it?" Craven had spoken to her. "Of what?" she asked, as if almost startled. "That--Santa Lucia?" "Oh--is it?" He looked astonished. "Oh--yes, I must say I am rather sick of it!" she said quickly. She laid down her spoon. "Don't you like the Zabaione?" "Yes, it's delicious. But I have had enough. You ordered such a very good dinner!" She began to use her fan again. The noise of voices in the room was becoming like the noise of voices in a nightmare. She was longing to confirm or banish her suspicion by a long look at Beryl's companion. She felt sure now that if she looked again at Arabian she would be absolutely certain, even from a distance, whether he was or was not the man who had brought about the robbery of her jewels at the Gard du Nord ten years ago. Her mind was fully awake now, and she would be able to see. But, knowing that, she did not dare to look towards Arabian. She was miserable in her uncertainty, but she was afraid of having her horrible suspicion confirmed. She was a coward at that moment, and she knew it. Craven finished his Zabaione and put down his spoon. They had not ordered another course. The dinner was over. But they had not had their coffee yet, and he asked for it. "Are you going to smoke a Toscana?" she said, forcing herself to smile. "Yes, I think I will. Do let me give you a cigarette." He drew out his case and offered it to her. She took a cigarette, lit it, and began to smoke. Their coffee was brought. "Oh, it's too hot to drink!" she said, almost irritably. "But we aren't in a hurry, are we?" he said, looking at her with surprise. "No, of course not." Now she was gazing resolutely down at the tablecloth. She was afraid to raise her eyes, was afraid of what they might see. Her whole mind now was bent upon getting away from the restaurant as soon as possible. She had decided to go without making sure whether Arabian was the man who had robbed her or not. Even uncertainty would surely be better than a certainty that might bring in its train necessities too terrible to contemplate mentally. As she was looking
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