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to the companion beside him, and felt certain he was speaking about her, was smiling, at some ugly thought which he had just put into words. To an Italian she must certainly seem an old wreck of a woman, "_una vecchia_," an object of contempt, or of smiling pity. She looked down at her red dress, remembered the jewels in her ears and at her throat. How useless and absurd were her efforts to look her best! A terrible phrase of Caroline Briggs came into her mind: "I feel as if I were looking at bones decked out in jewels." And again she was back in Paris ten years ago; again she saw a contrast bizarre as the contrast she and Craven now presented to the crowd in the restaurant. Before the eyes of her mind there rose an old woman in a black wig and a marvellously handsome young man. Suddenly a thrill shot through her. It was like a sharp physical pain, a sword-thrust of agony. That profile which had seemed vaguely familiar to her just now, was it not like his profile? She tried to reason with herself, to tell herself that she was yielding to a crazy fancy, brought about by her nervous excitement and by the mental pain she was suffering. Many men slightly, sometimes markedly, resemble other men. One face seen in profile is often very much like another. But the even dark brown of the complexion! That was not very common, not the type of complexion one sees every day. She glanced at the men near to her. Most of them were Italians and swarthy. But not one had that peculiar, almost bronze-like darkness. Beryl had spoken of "a living bronze." Craven was speaking to her again. She forced herself to reply to him, though she scarcely knew what she was saying. She saw a look of surprise in the eyes which he fixed on her. "Isn't it getting very hot?" she said quickly. "It is rather hot. Shall I ask them to open the window a little? But it is just behind you." "It doesn't matter. I have brought my fan." She picked the fan up and began to use it unsteadily. "The room is so very crowded to-night," she murmured. "Yes. No wonder with such cooking. Here is the Zabaione." The waitress put two large glasses before them filled with the thick yellow custard, then brought them a plate of biscuits. Lady Sellingworth laid down the fan and picked up her spoon. She must eat. But she did not know how she was going to force herself to do it. Although she kept on saying to herself: "It's impossible!" she could not get ri
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