FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   353   354   355   356   357   358   359   360   361   362   363   364   365   366   367   368   369   370   371   372   373   374   375   376   377  
378   379   380   381   382   383   384   385   386   387   388   389   390   391   392   393   394   395   396   397   398   399   400   401   402   >>   >|  
oral, a liar, anything you like. Do you mean to say you would give him up at once without insisting on knowing from me my exact reasons for branding him as unfit for your company? Of course you wouldn't. And not only you! No one would do such a thing who had any courage or any will in them." She lifted the letter. "In this letter you say that Mr. Arabian is unfit to be the companion of any decent woman, that he is a blackguard in the full acceptance of the word, that he is beyond the pale, and finally, that he ought to be in prison. Very well! I don't say for a moment that I doubt your word, but I do ask you to justify it. Of course I know that you easily can. Otherwise I am sure that you would never have written such awful accusations against anyone. It would be too wicked, and I know you are not wicked. Please tell me your exact reason for writing this letter, Adela." "I can't." "You really mean that?" "I won't. It's impossible." Miss Van Tuyn's face became very hard. "Well, then, Adela--" She paused. Suddenly there had come into her mind the thought of a possible way of forcing the confidence which Lady Sellingworth refused to give her. Should she take it? She hesitated. Arabian's will was upon her even here in this quiet drawing-room. His large eyes seemed fixed upon her. She still felt the long and soft touch of his lips clinging to hers like the lips of a thirsty man. Would he wish her to take this way? For a moment she felt afraid of him. But then her strong independence of an American girl rose up to combat this imaginative, almost occult, domination. Arabian himself, his fate perhaps, was concerned in this matter. She could not, she would not allow even Arabian, whose will imposed itself on hers, who had gathered her strangely, mysteriously, into a grip which she felt almost like a thing palpable upon her, to prevent her from finding out the truth which Lady Sellingworth seemed resolved to keep from her. She still believed, indeed she felt practically certain, that Lady Sellingworth and Arabian in the past had been lovers. Her jealousy was furiously awake. She felt reckless of consequences and ready to take any course which would bring to her what she needed, full knowledge of what had led Adela Sellingworth to send her that letter. Lady Sellingworth was looking at her now steadily, with, she thought, a sort of almost fierce pleading. But she cared very little for Adela's feelings just the
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   353   354   355   356   357   358   359   360   361   362   363   364   365   366   367   368   369   370   371   372   373   374   375   376   377  
378   379   380   381   382   383   384   385   386   387   388   389   390   391   392   393   394   395   396   397   398   399   400   401   402   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

Arabian

 

Sellingworth

 

letter

 

wicked

 

moment

 

thought

 
domination
 
combat
 

imaginative

 

occult


American

 
clinging
 

feelings

 

thirsty

 
strong
 

afraid

 

independence

 
furiously
 

pleading

 

reckless


consequences

 

jealousy

 

lovers

 
fierce
 

steadily

 
needed
 

knowledge

 

practically

 

imposed

 

gathered


concerned

 

matter

 

strangely

 

mysteriously

 

resolved

 

believed

 

palpable

 

prevent

 

finding

 

blackguard


acceptance
 

decent

 

companion

 

lifted

 

finally

 

justify

 

prison

 

insisting

 

knowing

 

reasons