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ut then why do people say it?" "Because they are spiteful." "But why do people say it?" There was still a lurking suspicion in him. If he was not the son of an Italian, why did people talk about his parents' past, years ago, at Rome. And, though he believed Papa now, there was still much suspicion in him and he kept on saying to himself: "But then why do people say it?..." It tossed about in his mind, that there must be something that Papa was keeping back. But he believed, he wanted to believe Papa: yes, yes, he was Papa's child. And that was his great content, after the sorrow which he had suffered a whole day long: that he had not loved Papa for nothing, that he was the child of the man whom he loved.... "Addie!" It was Constance calling from downstairs. "Hush!" said Van der Welcke. "Hush, my boy! Say nothing to Mamma, let Mamma see nothing, for it would cause her so much pain, unnecessarily; and you do believe me now, don't you? You do believe me now, when I assure you that I couldn't possibly, Addie, couldn't possibly be so fond of you else?" Yes, he now believed his father's word, which he felt to be the truth; he believed, but still, still there was something. But he did not want to ask anything more now: Papa himself was too much upset; and they had to go out, to Grandmamma's, because it was Sunday evening. "Addie!" "Go down now, Addie: Mamma's calling you." He went out on the landing: "Yes, Mamma, what time is it?" "It's time to dress." "Yes, I'll get dressed at once, Mamma." He became a little man again, while his eyes were still screwed up and red with crying. He once more embraced his father very tightly: "Daddy, Daddy, I believe you!" "My boy, my boy, my boy! Go now, my own boy, go and wash and get dressed; and don't let Mamma notice anything, will you?" No, he would not let her see; and he would have a good wash, in cold water, wash his throbbing temples and his smarting eyes. "Those damned people! Those damned people!" said Van der Welcke, cursing and clenching his fists. Constance, downstairs, ready dressed, was waiting for them, a little put out because Addie had come home so late, because he had fought with Jaap, because he had refused to eat. "Here I am, Mamma." There was nothing to show what he had been through: he looked fresh and serious in his new blue suit; his voice was soft and propitiatory. Her face lit up at once: "Tell me now, Addie
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