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adame De Berney, dying there alone in her locked room. Upon every great love are stamped the words, "Not Transferable." Gradually, however, Balzac succeeded in making a partial transfer, or a transfer belief, of his affections. He wrote to Madame Hanska: "I tremble as I write you: will this be only a new bitterness? Will the skies for me ever again grow bright? I love you, my Unknown, and this strange thing is the natural effect of an empty and unhappy life, only filled with ideas." The man had two immense desires--to be famous and to be loved. Madame Hanska had intellect, literary appreciation, imagination, and a great capacity for affection. She came into Balzac's life at the psychological moment, and he reached out and clung to her as a drowning man clings to a spar. And to the end of his life, let it be said, never did Balzac waver in his love and allegiance. * * * * * In the Spring of Eighteen Hundred Thirty-three, the Hanskas arranged for a visit to Switzerland, with Neufchatel as the special place in view. To travel at that time was a great undertaking--especially if you were rich. It is a great disadvantage to be rich: jewels, furniture, servants, horses--they own you, all: to take them or to leave them--which? Madame Hanska wrote to Balzac saying the trip was under discussion. That it was being seriously considered. It had been decided upon. Necessarily postponed two weeks to prepare to get ready to go. The start would take place at a certain day and hour. In the meantime Balzac had decided on a trip also, and the objective point was Neufchatel. Balzac had to explain it all to somebody--it was just like a play! So he wrote to his sister. Monsieur Hanska was being utilized for a divine purpose, just as Destiny makes use of folks and treats them as chessmen upon the board of Time. Madame Hanska was exquisitely beautiful, superbly witty, divinely wise and enormously rich: Balzac said so. In their letters they had already sworn eternal fealty; now they were to see each other face to face. All this Balzac wrote to his sister, just like a sophomore. The Madame had purchased millinery; Balzac banked on his brain and his books. The Hanskas arrived on the scene of the encounter first; this was stipulated. The Madame was to have a full week of preparation. Balzac came one day ahead of time--a curious thing for him to do, as he used to explain away his fail
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