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h upon the ground. He uttered a frightened cry. "What! Are you here?" Clotilde did not deign even to answer. She was lying on her back, her hands clasped under the back of her neck, her face turned toward the sky; and in her pale countenance, only her large shining eyes were visible. "And here I have been tormenting myself and calling you for an hour past! Did you not hear me shouting?" She at last unclosed her lips. "Yes." "Then that is very senseless! Why did you not answer me?" But she fell back into her former silence, refusing all explanation, and with a stubborn brow kept her gaze fixed steadily on the sky. "There, come in and go to bed, naughty child. You will tell me to-morrow." She did not stir, however; he begged her ten times over to go into the house, but she would not move. He ended by sitting down beside her on the short grass, through which penetrated the warmth of the pavement beneath. "But you cannot sleep out of doors. At least answer me. What are you doing here?" "I am looking." And from her large eyes, fixed and motionless, her gaze seemed to mount up among the stars. She seemed wholly absorbed in the contemplation of the pure starry depths of the summer sky. "Ah, master!" she continued, in a low monotone; "how narrow and limited is all that you know compared to what there is surely up there. Yes, if I did not answer you it was because I was thinking of you, and I was filled with grief. You must not think me bad." In her voice there was a thrill of such tenderness that it moved him profoundly. He stretched himself on the grass beside her, so that their elbows touched, and they went on talking. "I greatly fear, my dear, that your griefs are not rational. It gives you pain to think of me. Why so?" "Oh, because of things that I should find it hard to explain to you; I am not a _savante_. You have taught me much, however, and I have learned more myself, being with you. Besides, they are things that I feel. Perhaps I might try to tell them to you, as we are all alone here, and the night is so beautiful." Her full heart overflowed, after hours of meditation, in the peaceful confidence of the beautiful night. He did not speak, fearing to disturb her, but awaited her confidences in silence. "When I was a little girl and you used to talk to me about science, it seemed to me that you were speaking to me of God, your words burned so with faith and hope. Nothing seemed
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