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aid her. She saw the situation clearly, and, trusting Max implicitly, felt safe in giving rein to her heart. She did not care to hide from him its true condition. On the contrary she wished him to be as sure of her as she was of him, for after all that would be the only satisfaction they would ever know. I argued: If Yolanda were the princess, betrothed to the Dauphin, the gulf between her and Max was as impassable as if she were a burgher girl. In neither case could she hope to marry him. Therefore, her girlish wooing was but the outcry of nature and was without boldness. The paramount instinct of all nature is to flower. Even the frozen Alpine rock sends forth its edelweiss, and the heart of a princess is first the heart of a woman, and must blossom when its spring comes. All the conventions that man can invent will not keep back the flower. All created things, animate and inanimate, have in them an uncontrollable impulse which, in their spring, reverts with a holy retrospect to the great first principle of existence, the love of reproduction. Yolanda's spring had come, and her heart was a flower with the sacred bloom. Being a woman, she loved it and cuddled it for the sake of the pain it brought, as a mother fondles a wayward child. Max, being a man, struggled against the joy that hurt him and, with a sympathy broad enough for two, feared the pain he might bring to Yolanda. So this unresponsiveness in Max made him doubly attractive to the girl, who was of the sort, whether royal or bourgeois, before whom men usually fall. "I thought you had left me, Sir Max," she said, drawing him to a seat beside her in the shade. "I promised you I would not go," he responded, "and I would not willingly break my word to any one, certainly not to you, Fraeulein." "I was angry when I heard you had left the inn," she said, "and I spoke unkindly of you. There has been an ache in my heart ever since that nothing but confession and remission will cure." "I grant the remission gladly," answered Max. "There was flattery in your anger." The girl laughed softly and, clasping her hands over her knee, spoke with a sigh. "I think women have the harder part of life in everything. I again ask you to promise me that you will not leave Peronne within a month." "I cannot promise you that, Fraeulein," answered Max. "You will some day--soon, perhaps--know my reasons," said Yolanda, "and if they do not prove good I am willing to f
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