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passion of the waters which makes the human heart seem so still. In the highest spirits we entered Rome, Robert and Penini singing actually--for the child was radiant and flushed with the continual change of air and scene. . . . You remember my telling you of our friends the Storys--how they and their two children helped to make the summer go pleasantly at the Baths of Lucca. They had taken an apartment for us in Rome, so that we arrived in comfort to lighted fires and lamps as if coming home,--and we had a glimpse of their smiling faces that evening. In the morning before breakfast, little Edith was brought over to us by the manservant with a message, "the boy was in convulsions--there was danger." We hurried to the house, of course, leaving Edith with Wilson. Too true! All that first day we spent beside a death-bed; for the child never rallied--never opened his eyes in consciousness--and by eight in the evening he was gone. In the meanwhile, Edith was taken ill at our house--could not be moved, said the physicians . . . gastric fever, with a tendency to the brain--and within two days her life was almost despaired of--exactly the same malady as her brother's. . . . Also the English nurse was apparently dying at the Story's house, and Emma Page, the artist's youngest daughter, sickened with the same disease. '. . . To pass over the dreary time, I will tell you at once that the three patients recovered--only in poor little Edith's case Roman fever followed the gastric, and has persisted ever since in periodical recurrence. She is very pale and thin. Roman fever is not dangerous to life, but it is exhausting. . . . Now you will understand what ghostly flakes of death have changed the sense of Rome to me. The first day by a death-bed, the first drive-out, to the cemetery, where poor little Joe is laid close to Shelley's heart ("Cor cordium" says the epitaph) and where the mother insisted on going when she and I went out in the carriage together--I am horribly weak about such things--I can't look on the earth-side of death--I flinch from corpses and graves, and never meet a common funeral without a sort of horror. When I look deathwards I look _over_ death, and upwards, or I can't look that way at all. So that it was a struggle with me to sit upright in that carriage in which the poor stricken mother sat so calmly--not to drop from the seat. Well--all this has blackened Rome to me. I can't think about the Caesars in the ol
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