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r the fishermen--so here--the church is even more picturesque--and certain old Norman ornaments, capitals of pillars and the like, which we left erect in the doorway, are at this moment in a heap of rubbish by the road-side. The people here are good, stupid and dirty, without a touch of the sense of picturesqueness in their clodpolls. . . .' The little record continues through 1866. Feb. 19, '66. '. . . I go out a great deal; but have enjoyed nothing so much as a dinner last week with Tennyson, who, with his wife and one son, is staying in town for a few weeks,--and she is just what she was and always will be--very sweet and dear: he seems to me better than ever. I met him at a large party on Saturday--also Carlyle, whom I never met at a "drum" before. . . . Pen is drawing our owl--a bird that is the light of our house, for his tameness and engaging ways. . . .' May 19, '66. '. . . My father has been unwell,--he is better and will go into the country the moment the east winds allow,--for in Paris,--as here,--there is a razor wrapped up in the flannel of sunshine. I hope to hear presently from my sister, and will tell you if a letter comes: he is eighty-five, almost,--you see! otherwise his wonderful constitution would keep me from inordinate apprehension. His mind is absolutely as I always remember it,--and the other day when I wanted some information about a point of mediaeval history, he wrote a regular bookful of notes and extracts thereabout. . . .' June 20, '66. 'My dearest Isa, I was telegraphed for to Paris last week, and arrived time enough to pass twenty-four hours more with my father: he died on the 14th--quite exhausted by internal haemorrhage, which would have overcome a man of thirty. He retained all his faculties to the last--was utterly indifferent to death,--asking with surprise what it was we were affected about since he was perfectly happy?--and kept his own strange sweetness of soul to the end--nearly his last words to me, as I was fanning him, were "I am so afraid that I fatigue you, dear!" this, while his sufferings were great; for the strength of his constitution seemed impossible to be subdued. He wanted three weeks exactly to complete his eighty-fifth year. So passed away this good, unworldly, kind-hearted, religious man, whose powers natural and acquired would so easily have made him a notable man, had he known what vanity or ambition or the love of money or social in
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