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ht, though I should have rather liked to be a couple of inches taller. It's a sort of air you have of being thoroughly at home in the world. When I was a boy, my father told me that it was by such an air as that that people recognized a Bellegarde. He called my attention to it. He didn't advise me to cultivate it; he said that as we grew up it always came of itself. I supposed it had come to me, because I think I have always had the feeling. My place in life was made for me, and it seemed easy to occupy it. But you who, as I understand it, have made your own place, you who, as you told us the other day, have manufactured wash-tubs--you strike me, somehow, as a man who stands at his ease, who looks at things from a height. I fancy you going about the world like a man traveling on a railroad in which he owns a large amount of stock. You make me feel as if I had missed something. What is it?" "It is the proud consciousness of honest toil--of having manufactured a few wash-tubs," said Newman, at once jocose and serious. "Oh no; I have seen men who had done even more, men who had made not only wash-tubs, but soap--strong-smelling yellow soap, in great bars; and they never made me the least uncomfortable." "Then it's the privilege of being an American citizen," said Newman. "That sets a man up." "Possibly," rejoined M. de Bellegarde. "But I am forced to say that I have seen a great many American citizens who didn't seem at all set up or in the least like large stock-holders. I never envied them. I rather think the thing is an accomplishment of your own." "Oh, come," said Newman, "you will make me proud!" "No, I shall not. You have nothing to do with pride, or with humility--that is a part of this easy manner of yours. People are proud only when they have something to lose, and humble when they have something to gain." "I don't know what I have to lose," said Newman, "but I certainly have something to gain." "What is it?" asked his visitor. Newman hesitated a while. "I will tell you when I know you better." "I hope that will be soon! Then, if I can help you to gain it, I shall be happy." "Perhaps you may," said Newman. "Don't forget, then, that I am your servant," M. de Bellegarde answered; and shortly afterwards he took his departure. During the next three weeks Newman saw Bellegarde several times, and without formally swearing an eternal friendship the two men established a sort of comradeship. T
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