FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   298   299   300   301   302   303   304   305   306   307   308   309   310   311   312   313   314   315   316   317   318   319   320   321   322  
323   324   325   326   327   328   329   330   331   332   333   334   335   336   337   338   339   340   341   342   343   344   345   346   347   >>   >|  
ty of content under peculiar circumstances, such as are seldom combined; but it is as well not to run the risk--you may make fatal mistakes. Be satisfied, my dear. Let all the single be satisfied with their freedom." "You echo my uncle's words!" exclaimed Caroline, in a tone of dismay. "You speak like Mrs. Yorke in her most gloomy moments, like Miss Mann when she is most sourly and hypochondriacally disposed. This is terrible!" "No, it is only true. O child, you have only lived the pleasant morning time of life; the hot, weary noon, the sad evening, the sunless night, are yet to come for you. Mr. Helstone, you say, talks as I talk; and I wonder how Mrs. Matthewson Helstone would have talked had she been living. She died! she died!" "And, alas! my own mother and father----" exclaimed Caroline, struck by a sombre recollection. "What of them?" "Did I never tell you that they were separated?" "I have heard it." "They must, then, have been very miserable." "You see all _facts_ go to prove what I say." "In this case there ought to be no such thing as marriage." "There ought, my dear, were it only to prove that this life is a mere state of probation, wherein neither rest nor recompense is to be vouchsafed." "But your own marriage, Mrs. Pryor?" Mrs. Pryor shrank and shuddered as if a rude finger had pressed a naked nerve. Caroline felt she had touched what would not bear the slightest contact. "My marriage was unhappy," said the lady, summoning courage at last; "but yet----" She hesitated. "But yet," suggested Caroline, "not immitigably wretched?" "Not in its results, at least. No," she added, in a softer tone; "God mingles something of the balm of mercy even in vials of the most corrosive woe. He can so turn events that from the very same blind, rash act whence sprang the curse of half our life may flow the blessing of the remainder. Then I am of a peculiar disposition--I own that--far from facile, without address, in some points eccentric. I ought never to have married. Mine is not the nature easily to find a duplicate or likely to assimilate with a contrast. I was quite aware of my own ineligibility; and if I had not been so miserable as a governess, I never should have married; and then----" Caroline's eyes asked her to proceed. They entreated her to break the thick cloud of despair which her previous words had seemed to spread over life. "And then, my dear, Mr.--that is, the gentlem
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   298   299   300   301   302   303   304   305   306   307   308   309   310   311   312   313   314   315   316   317   318   319   320   321   322  
323   324   325   326   327   328   329   330   331   332   333   334   335   336   337   338   339   340   341   342   343   344   345   346   347   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

Caroline

 

marriage

 
miserable
 

peculiar

 
Helstone
 

married

 

exclaimed

 
satisfied
 

mingles

 

corrosive


contact

 

unhappy

 

slightest

 
touched
 

summoning

 

courage

 
results
 

events

 

wretched

 

hesitated


suggested
 

immitigably

 
softer
 
ineligibility
 

governess

 
contrast
 

duplicate

 

assimilate

 

proceed

 

previous


spread

 

gentlem

 

despair

 
entreated
 

easily

 

blessing

 

remainder

 

sprang

 

pressed

 

points


eccentric

 

nature

 
address
 

disposition

 

facile

 

pleasant

 

morning

 

seldom

 

combined

 
evening