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Manly. Of course Brace ought to know. He would never forgive us if he did not know. I hate to trouble you but, my dear, you look simply terrifyingly ill." Like a lightning flash Kathryn's nimble wits caught a possibility. Helen smiled. Then spoke slowly: "Now, my dear, when Brace comes home, I promise to see Doctor Manly. These attacks are severe--but they pass quickly and there are long periods when I am absolutely free from them." "You mean, you have attacks?" Kathryn looked appalled. "Oh, yes; off and on. That fact proves how unimportant they are." Kathryn was again taking stock. She believed that Brace was still at that place from which the letter came! She was fiendishly subject to impressions and suspicions. "Now if he is still there"--thoughts ran like liquid fire in Kathryn's brain--"_why_ does he stay? It isn't far." She had made sure of that by road maps when the letter first came. "I could motor out there and see!" The liquid fire brought colour to the girl's face. She was dramatic, too, she could always see herself playing the leading parts in emotional situations. Just now, like more flashes of lightning, disclosing vivid scenes, she saw herself, prostrated by fear and anxiety for Helen Northrup, finding Brace, confiding in him because she dared not take the chances of silence and dared not disobey and go to Doctor Manly. Brace would be fear-filled and remorseful, would see at last how she, Kathryn, had his interests in mind. He would cling to her. Sitting close by the couch, her face pressed to Helen Northrup's shoulder, Kathryn contemplated the alluring and passionate scenes. Brace had always lacked passion. She had always to hold Arnold virtuously in check, but Brace was able to control himself. But--and here the vivid pictures reeled on, familiarity had dulled things, long engagements were flattening--Brace would at last see her as she was. She'd forgive anything that might have happened--of course, anything _might_ have happened--she, a woman of the world, understood. And--Kathryn was brought to a sudden halt--the reel spun on but there was no picture! Suppose, after all, there was nothing really to be frightened about in these attacks? Well, that would be found out after Brace had been brought home and might enhance rather than detract from--her divine devotion. Presently Kathryn became aware of the fact that Helen Northrup had been speaking while the reel reeled! "And th
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