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with Mrs. Allen and Kitty."
"Kitty got sick, and her mother had to take her home."
"Why didn't you come with them?"
"Oh, mother! I was having such a good time!" For the minute Missy had
forgotten there had been a shred of anything but "good time" in the
whole glorious evening. "And Mrs. Allen said I might stay and come home
with Jim and--"
"That will do," cut in mother severely. "You've taken advantage of me,
Missy. And don't let me hear evening party from you again this summer!"
The import of this dreadful dictum did not penetrate fully to Missy's
consciousness. She was too confused in her emotions, just then, to think
clearly of anything.
"Go up to bed," said mother.
"May I put my flowers in water first?"
"Yes, but be quick about it."
Missy would have liked to carry the flowers up to her own room, to sleep
there beside her while she slept, but mother wouldn't understand and
there would be questions which she didn't know how to answer.
Mother was offended with her. Dimly she felt unhappy about that, but
she was too happy to be definitely unhappy. Anyway, mother followed
to unfasten her dress, to help take down her hair, to plait the
mouse-coloured braids. She wanted to be alone, yet she liked the touch
of mother's hands, unusually gentle and tender. Why was mother gentle
and tender with her when she was offended?
At last mother kissed her good night, and she was alone in her little
bed. It was hard to get to sleep. What an eventful party it had been!
Since supper time she seemed to have lived years and years. She had been
a success even though Raymond Bonner had said--that. Anyway, Jim was
a better dancer than Raymond, and handsomer and nicer--besides the
uniform. He was more poetical too--much more. What was it he had said
about liking her?... better dancer than any other... Funny she should
feel so happy after Raymond... Maybe she was just a vain, inconstant,
coquettish...
She strove to focus on the possibility of her frailty. She turned her
face to the window. Through the lace curtains shone the moonlight, the
gleaming path along which she had so often flown out to be a fairy. But
to-night she didn't wish to be a fairy; just to be herself...
The moonlight flowed in and engulfed her, a great, eternal, golden-white
mystery. And its mystery became her mystery. She was the mystery of the
moon, of the universe, of Life. And the tune in her heart, which could
take on so many bewildering var
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